September 2WW!!

[BeadinMom]

Thanks ladies...
Your encouraging words mean a lot. I'm going to call my doctor today to see what the next step is. It's just so hard to understand this. I usually have very regular cycles, but this month, the hurricane hit right before my usual O, so it was delayed...or maybe never even happened - who knows at this point??? I never did get crosshairs on FF and even today, its giving me a green day. I don't even know what to think. I'm pretty sure this is too much for implantation bleeding & now I'm having cramps.
I guess I'll see what the doctor says & go from there. I am so grateful to know Soy is an option. At this point, I just want a baby...boy or girl.
Thanks again for being so sweet to me. It's nice to know I have such a support group here when I need it. <3

[suregena]

Come on surgena pee on a stick and cheer us up with a nice dark pink line, we seem to need it at the moment!

I caved and bought a cheap Boots own brand which I've never had luck with in the past!

RESULTS!

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Top is 8dpo night time urine, bottom is today 12dpo with afternoon urine I only held for 1 1/2 hours.

[fish2012]

WHHHOOOOOOOOOOOO

Surgerna i've held back a little on this cause i remember the pain of the chemicals you've had over last few months but that is deffiantly a BFP!

Congraulations so pleased for you xx

[Mum23boys]

Depends if u do it through your doc or not ..... I know its not great to tell people to do thigs that are not 100 % safe but my friend is using Clomid that she ordered online - she has a friend who is a pharmacist who looked at one of the tablets and anyway long story short they are genuine so she gets her supply from him. He charges £25 per pack of 10 tablets that are 50mg in strength and he did tell her not to take more than 50mg unless she was under the care of a doctor as the side effects on 100mg can be nasty and also if your not taking them for medical reasons but to help u concieve a certain gender it could be dangerous therefore she is only going to do 3 cycles at 50mg and then if she is not pregnant re think ...... Im not saying i condone it but I am seriously thinking of stealing a cycle worth of tablets from her if i dont get pregnant this month !!

[spinningmadly]

Had my 2nd beta drawn this morning and progesterone.. Wished my dr had put stat on it so it would come back today.. But I gotta wait until the morning! Ugh..so nervous...

[Mum23boys]

no advice sorry

Uk ladies how easy is it to get clomid???? any experiance reckon it might be nearly impossiable tbh - have been considering it too x

Depends if u do it through your doc or not ..... I know its not great to tell people to do thigs that are not 100 % safe but my friend is using Clomid that she ordered online - she has a friend who is a pharmacist who looked at one of the tablets and anyway long story short they are genuine so she gets her supply from him. He charges £25 per pack of 10 tablets that are 50mg in strength and he did tell her not to take more than 50mg unless she was under the care of a doctor as the side effects on 100mg can be nasty and also if your not taking them for medical reasons but to help u concieve a certain gender it could be dangerous therefore she is only going to do 3 cycles at 50mg and then if she is not pregnant re think ...... Im not saying i condone it but I am seriously thinking of stealing a cycle worth of tablets from her if i dont get pregnant this month !!

[Mrs_P]

hi beadin, are you sure you didn't ovulate earlier on in the month. You got an opk same time as me from what i remember (although you were concerned it didn't stay positive for long). Maybe you o'd then and had a short positive phase but for some reason temps were off. If you had o'd then it would be the right sort of time for af now (i'm spotting awaiting af any day now from an opk+ then)

[BeadinMom]

I was technically due AF on Wed. I'm sure it's AF. I don't think I ended up ovulating at all this month. I'm just so disappointed and I guess the hormones don't help.
I have a call in to my doctor's office to see what the next step is. I'm assuming it'll be Clomid. I know they say it sways girl, but I know so many people who have taken it and had boys.
Not that I even care at this point, I just want a healthy baby.

Mrs. P, I hope next month is yours. I'll keep you posted on what my doctor says. Please keep me posted on how you're doing. Thinking of you. Xx

[Mrs_P]

aw thanks beadin so nice to have you all here.

i'm feeling pretty miserable again, keep flicking between teary and wanting to rip someones head off (so not me at all i'm usually happy). Back on diet in preparation again so am starving to and my sickof these horrid cycles with days of spotting and cramping, its worse than the bfn's.

am going to see doc later on in the week see if he'd give me clomid then may do a cycle af to af of sp and vitex and strict diet then a clomid attempt by this time after ds2 i'd not only got pg but had a baby to. kinda gets to the stage where enough's enough - go kick your docs bum too (although i'm not holding out much hope my doc would like 12 failed cycles first)

[BeadinMom]

I know exactly what you mean...I've never had problems getting pregnant, but I'm 40 now and things are different. At least you're young and you have time. I'm afraid this is never going to happen for me.

Maybe you could fudge a bit and tell the doc you've been trying for a bit longer? It's hard to believe I've been planning my sway since March and here I am in Sept and still no baby.

So sorry you're bouncing back and forth with the emotions and hormones, I know EXACTLY how you feel. I've spent most of this morning crying.
(((( Mrs. P )))) Keep me posted on everything. I'm thinking of you. ♥