October 2ww

[lisa3delta]

I caved and tested in the evening a few hours ago, the line is barely darker than the first and still ridiculously faint. I was kind of getting excited though since i could see SOMETHING, but then the next time i went to the bathroom i saw blood.

Soooo depressed. I put on a pad and decided to keep my eye on it. Next bathroom trip i was greeted with nothing on the pad, but i got a bunch of brown slime (sorry lol tmi) when i wiped. So then i though maybe implantation blood? I dont know what to think now, ive only got one test left and im saving it for fmu.

Its almost 2am now and im going to tryyyy to sleep. Its so hard not knowing... But i figure if its af, there will be more red tomorrow (today i should say) and if theres no line then im going to chalk it up to evaps or overactive, desperate imagination.

[cravingsalt]

That wait is so hard, Lisa! But brown is old so I'm still thinking it may be IB. Good luck, sleep well! I hope you have a nice surprise in the morning.

By the way I had my first evap two months ago- there was no color at all. Just kind of a shimmer where the line would be if it were positive.

[Emily]

Emily, how do you know you were O+20? I've never been able to pinpoint mine to the hour. Maybe you were in the zone and didn't know it? Sounds great about next month, though- if you need it.

Hopefully I am wrong and it was less but I get (what I think) is O pain and then a marked change in CM a couple of hours later. I always have done and have got pregnant 1st try with both boys. Here's hoping that my body is tricking me and we don't need a second shot at it - could do with some proper food

[bythestream]

Any more blood lisa3delta? I have been testing the last few days all negative 11dpo today and haven't tested yet today.

[lisa3delta]

No, the spotting stopped, but my test this morning was negative so confusing

[bythestream]

It probably just too early, mine was negative this morning too. We should really wait until AF is late but its so hard.

[Emily]

No, the spotting stopped, but my test this morning was negative so confusing

Hi Lisa, I know that everyone's body is different but with DS2 my early pregnancy tests all said neg until after AF was 2 days late even though they were meant to work at AF -4. Stop testing for a while if you can (hard I know) oh and I had exactly the same late IB with both boys.

[KraizyDaizy]

praying for you Lisa3delta!

[HopeandDreamG]

Hey ladies. I haven't been on so much because I am feeling so done with all of this. Wanted to wish you all luck and update.I went for a HT apt. on Monday, I have another second appointment lined up. Also have one scheduled with another doc too that I've heard great things about.
Today is 11dpo and I took an internet cheapie. I ***THINK*** there is a tiny line. Its one of those that you need to go to the window, turn it every which way to see. I asked DH he actually see's it. I really am not sure if its an evap line or a real line bc it is soooo light its close to impossible to see. I would expect it be darker at 11dpo.

[KraizyDaizy]

HopeandDreamG sounds promising! A line is a line faint or not in my book! Something in your system is causing it to show up!! I am excited for you!!! and as far as the darkness of the line, that also depends on when the baby decided to implant. Do you have any FRER to test with?