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[Shellbelle]

HT would be a great option. Would you be able to work with a local clinic?

My heart is hurting for you this morning, my friend.

[spinningmadly]

I know I can locally as I know someone who did it for Cystic Fibrosis and it was sent to michigan for testing.

However I did briefly talk to NBP and I guess natura would be the best and most accurate way to do it. I just feel like its so over my head HT. but at the same I wanted to wait 1-2 years and I guess I feel like researching those 1-2 years would help the time go by.
I do want to wait the year though. And I know since my parents will be financially taking care of the HT , they also would want my body to recover.

[Rosie85]

So sorry spinning. I hope your recovery and healing process goes well. We are all thinking of you. So glad you are looking to the future possibilities. You will one day have and hold your dd :-).

[Grace]

Oh Spinning I'm so sorry for your loss! I just read the last few pages on this thread and couldn't believe my eyes! It's incredible how fast everything has happened- one minute you're anticipating your scan and the next your entire world turns upside down. It just isn't fair. Please try not to blame yourself, these things happen and many times for no apparent reason. When I lost a baby three years ago I felt just like you- confused, upset , it felt like I'm walking through thick fog, and just wanted to get over with that entire PG. Lucky for us baby stopped developing a few days after the first diagnosis so we didn't have to make any difficult decisions. Regardless, I agree with what Rosie said about life being hard enough as it is, so I'm pretty sure we would have terminated that PG anyway. Take care of yourself and your family, cherish your healthy boys and I'm sure we'll here good news from you in he future xxx

[suregena]

Oh spinning. I hope they can figure out what's happening or why this keeps happening, and I'm glad that HT is an option for you. I'm just so heartbroken for you... on the verge of tears. I'm sending you the biggest hug from Arizona...

[Sunshiner]

Spinning I am so deeply sorry, there are just no words...

[luckylass]

So sorry spinning. I hope your recovery and healing process goes well. We are all thinking of you. So glad you are looking to the future possibilities. You will one day have and hold your dd :-).

This really says what I am thinking. So sorry spinning, please take care of yourself.

[spinningmadly]

I feel bad for DH. More because I wanted to try again I feel like I put him through this a second time.

he doesnt say that of course just how I feel.

and also it was all so quick to him. I went to the dr and got the news and before he knew it was inducing. he didnt have all the convos with the drs .. etc.

[mrshonyez]

I'm so sorry spinning, my heart just aches for you and your family. I don't even know what to say, it's just so unfair. I'm glad you can go HT later on though, and finally get your dd that you so deserve!

[odd]

I'm so so so sorry for your loss - this is heartbreaking just to read!!