I'm craving vinegar and protein like no tomorrow!

[Ipadmad]

The sonographer was lovely, she put the picture on 4d for a few minutes (even though we hadn't paid for it).
I'm so pleased I've got 4 weeks until the 20 week scan, when very one knows we are finding out gender. Feels like I've got a bit of time on my side.
Our sons will be chuffed, they both wanted a boy!
It's so weird, all these emotions, the sadness, guilt, excitement, loss of hope. I know I'll be chuffed as anything to meet our little man. You're so right, it's just the loss of a dream really. But I wouldn't change our little bean for the world.
My husband is being lovely.
Those pictures at fab

[Wanting-a-girl]

Congrats on ur little man! My third boy literally stole my heart! He my BFF love him. To pieces we have the most amazing bond

[Ipadmad]

Thank you wanting. It's so nice to be able to voice my feelings here and to hear others who've gone through it and come ou the other side so positive.

It all feels so raw at the moment. Hubby has just left for work, so I know I'll be thinking it all over this afternoon. I've got to go and get a present for my nieces birthday this afternoon, which wasn't great timing on my part! Should be more organised.

I've got to sort my head out though, this is definitely it for us. I know I'll be happy as larry when he arrives. I just need to learn to accept ill never have a daughter and that is hard, but I know will get easier with time.