September 2013 babies!!

[Tree]

Hey so more bad news bloods came back positive for toxoplasmosis so this whole thing is my fault, I guess this twin will now die too and it's entirely my own fault I really don't understand how this has happened I hate animals especially cats I never touch animals at farms or stuff or people's pets I haven't done any gardening I just don't understand I've lost babies and its all my own fault

Northern hoping today may bring you better news

I also have an anterior placenta which I guess is why I don't feel so much movement

Fish this is not your fault at all! You can get toxoplasmosis from unwashed fruit and veg, some meats and even water!

Can they give you antibiotics?

[ELP]

Oh fish You cannot think like that. They're are unseen bacteria everywhere! My little DD picked up a germ from possibly dust! and she is still on long term antibiotic treatment after 15 months. Money, toys, everywhere. I pray that your little lady stays safe and they can treat the infection if its still in your system. xxxxxx

[Wanting-a-girl]

O fish did they give any prognosis?
I'm so sorry!

[fish2012]

No they didn't say anything really so guess its not good ;-(

[Wanting-a-girl]

Have you been put on antibiotics?

Do you know when you were infected?

If your not getting answers talk to another dr ASAP!

[Northern_Shutterbug]

Fish, I'm so sorry to hear it. Have you had the scan? Did it show anything else?

I'm waiting for my scan now, I'm shaking and feel sick. I just wish neither of us were in this situation

[DLTAG89]

Fish i'm so sorry you heard bad news. You really shouldnt blame yourself, you could of picked the bug up from anywhere, you couldnt have possibly known. Did they say if the infection it treatable? Thinking of you x

[Southern Butterfly]

Fish I am so sorry it wasn't good news. Have you been referred to a specialist or given an idea for prognosis?? I've done some reseach and it seems like many babies can be born unaffected but will need long term treatment on antibiotics. I hope you get some more information soon, not knowing has got to be the worst part. I just can't believe this is happening! Praying for you and your baby girl, stay strong little one!!!!

Northern, you've been in my thoughts all weekend. I'm just at a loss for words when it comes to something so tragic as this.

[atomic sagebrush]

I am thinking of you both every minute.

Fish, most people get toxoplasmosis from completely unknown places and not cats, farms, etc. Please do not blame yourself!!!!

[WantingPink]

Fish I am so sorry to hear that you have Toxoplasmosis. Please don't think that this is your fault. It is impossible for you to have known that you had been infected or where it came from. It could have been anywhere and I am sure if you knew you would have avoided that situation. I am so sorry you are going though this. Please keep us updated with what is going on and if they can treat with antibiotics.