update on my weight loss

[AMY]

Thanks Ladies, Iknow you are right. I have seen a shrink for some help with my gender issue but unfortunately it did not help me just made it worse. I am now starting my second cycle Clomid 100mg this time and I am hoping to develop one egg. I at least found out that I haven't started Menopause because Doc checked it all. There are still a few follicles left over and finally I am also cyst free from the last clomid cycle. I weight 100lb and have been more less stabil since 4 weeks now. I thing that I look better. My eating habits have been addapted to a somewhat LE Diet with acidifying foods. I cannot skip breakfast, have to have 2 white toasts with butter and jam and I started taking Metformin again regulary. But therefor I don't eat after 4 o lock. Hope this counteracts the breakfast thing. Will update if I grow an egg.
Good luck to all of you.

[Emily]

Good job on the weight gain- that will make it much easier to get pregnant. Well done.

[atomic sagebrush]

AMY Please please please please please listen.

I want you to eat after 4 pm. Mentally you cannot do the diet. It is not right for you. Let the diet stuff GO completely. Eat three meals a day, plus snacks, The Clomid and Metformin is going to sway pink for you.

[Emily]

I don't think I read this carefully enough. Yes I agree with Atomic you still need to eat after 4. Dieting made your weight go so low you didn't even have a chance to conceive. Keep up with weight gain - you are still a very low BMI so that will sway and you can really afford to eat more in order to get those eggs out. Don't waste the clomid by being too light to ovulate / maintain a pregnancy.

I don't mean to come over all lecturish and bossy I just really don't want you to harm yourself and also to waste the opportunity you have with Clomid.

Good luck!

[atomic sagebrush]

Yes I don't mean to be bossy-boots, but you can't do diet, there is not a doubt in my mind that you shouldn't do diet, that you're still trying to do diet in spite of everything is proof positive that you CANNOT do diet. Please don't do diet any more. No LE Diet, no acidfying diet, eat normal meals at normal times of day when you are hungry.

When I tell you to get help, I do not mean because of gender disappointment, I mean because you are developing an eating disorder and you may need treatment for it. I am not even sure you should be considering a pregnancy right now until you've seen someone about this.

And if you think "well, I'm just not going to post on there because they're mean and don't understand but I'll just keep doing diet anyway on my own" then that is secretive behavior (like drinking alone) that needs to be a wake up call for you. We are not trying to be mean. We want to help you. I am really worried about you. We have no motivation other than wanting you to be healthy and safe. There are people who have "perfect" sways and still get boys - you simply can't destroy your health and wellbeing for a sway because perfect sways fail all the time. It isn't worth it.

[AMY]

I appreciate that you all care about my health. I really do. I noticed in the last weeks that something is really wired. I keep freezing even though it is warm outside and I found out that my thyroid went wacky. It is an underfunctioning thyroid caused by malnutrition the doctor said. I am still on clomid and I ve got one egg that grew to 15 mm that I will trigger tomorrow morning. I still have this problem with my eating disorder, I realized that I might need help. I had 2300 cal today and I feel super bad because I am about to ovulate soon... I keep salt very low most of the time, it almost makes me crazy. I don't watch the calories that much, neither the protein. I feel like my sway is not a good one anymore because I wasn't able to loose weight. I cannot skip breakfast anymore at all because of work stress. I maintain my 100 lbs and hope that this will help somehow. I ate a bit more cheese and started to take magnesium supplements because my toes are cramping.
Unfortunately I will ovulate right in the male moon, so I feel bad about that as well. I am having no CM so that reminds me that I took clomid 100mg. I make sure I am still on metformin but that is it. I am not able to push Hubby to release or anything. He wants to BD whenever he feels like so that s out. Now I need advice again. Please tell me when should be BD. I will ovulate Thursday night after 7. So should I even consider O+12 or should I just BD through and hope for the best. What about the moon. Please atomic help!!! Thanks a lot.

AMY

Yes I don't mean to be bossy-boots, but you can't do diet, there is not a doubt in my mind that you shouldn't do diet, that you're still trying to do diet in spite of everything is proof positive that you CANNOT do diet. Please don't do diet any more. No LE Diet, no acidfying diet, eat normal meals at normal times of day when you are hungry.

When I tell you to get help, I do not mean because of gender disappointment, I mean because you are developing an eating disorder and you may need treatment for it. I am not even sure you should be considering a pregnancy right now until you've seen someone about this.

And if you think "well, I'm just not going to post on there because they're mean and don't understand but I'll just keep doing diet anyway on my own" then that is secretive behavior (like drinking alone) that needs to be a wake up call for you. We are not trying to be mean. We want to help you. I am really worried about you. We have no motivation other than wanting you to be healthy and safe. There are people who have "perfect" sways and still get boys - you simply can't destroy your health and wellbeing for a sway because perfect sways fail all the time. It isn't worth it.

[atomic sagebrush]

You should not be doing ANY sway tactics while on Clomid. NONE whatsoever. You have to get pregnant quickly while on Clomid.

I do not believe salt even sways, please eat some. I got my daughter with both my husband and I eating tons of it.

I do not believe timing sways and it is really just a terrible idea to even consider O+12. Please BD whenever your husband wants to and then go for 3-5 attempts starting 2 days before ovulation and going through ovulation.

If you think you're going to O tomorrow (you CANNOT predict or pinpoint ovulation the way that you think you can, that's absolutely untrue and impossible regardless of what you read on IG) then I would have an attempt tonight, tomorrow morning, tomorrow night, and then the next morning if at all possible.

Astrology does not sway and even if moonlight sways the tiniest amount, you should still BD.

[AMY]

Hi Atomic, thank you for your answer. I triggered wednesday morning and had the first attempt Thursday morning at 5. Unfortunately hubby has so much stress with me and work that he had to release in a condom and then I used a syringe to put it in. I had no cervic mucus at all so I decided that I better rub the sperm onto my cervix using the condom. Sorry for TMI. This is just what I could think of best when he told me he is really turned off by all this with me... I got him to do the same procedure 4 hours laterl. This time I rubbed the entire sperm in the condom onto my cervix. I even tried to push it into the little opening.
I know, TMI, but I kinda freaked when I did not see any mucus 10 hours before ovulation. The next attempt was at night around 10 when I calculated the 38 hours after trigger. This time I just tipped the released sperm in the condom into my vagina and I tried to rub it onto the cervix again. The next morning we had the 4th attempt this time I went and bought another sterile syringe and I used the sperm in the condom. After i inserted it right in front cervix, I kept my hips up for 15 minutes and I orgasmed because I kept reading that this would help to get the sperm inside.
No I am so worried that I got pregnant with another boy because of all these technics. What do you think?
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[AMY]

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[AMY]

reading this makes me think that I am crazy... what should i have done... how high is the chance that i actually got pregnant this way... we concieved the boys on first attempt....