I never thought I would be so jealous

[Momofboys]

omg momofboys! she sounds like an awful person! I feel sorry for her babies

Ya a lot of us that know her do to! Atleast her 1st 2 are SOs. They didn't last long anyways cuz she was sleeping with their neighbor

[LekkerSlaap]

I can completely relate to you. I am so sorry that anyone has to feel this way.

[LolaInLove]

OP, I went through pretty much feeling knives twisting in my heart every time I'd see a pregnant woman or a baby. I actually never really got over that, but I did just recently, and I mean in the past few months, get to the point where I accepted our fate or no more kids (well, the girls are mine from previous marriage, so no kids together) and moved on....but I still felt a little sad tinge of jealously when I'd see a preggo or a baby. It's just hard and it's VERY natural.

So absolutely, I agree with all of the other comments, don't feel bad about your feelings. Sometimes I would just tell myself, "Someday, that will be me." And sometimes I would just feel sad and wait for it to pass. I'd go cuddle my kids or DH and just try to remember how many blessings I already have. That's way easier to do when you have some already, so I'd never say that to someone with no kids at all, but I think you get what I'm saying.

I think the reason I decided to come back on the site and post about this random bfp is just to remind myself and others to not give up hope.

[OnlyPraying]

Your post made me cry Lola....thankyou so much for your kind words dear ....that was a low moment for me and i really have moved on....and your bfp has given me soooo much hope! I thank you from the bottom of my heart for coming back and sharing it with all of us. I will be praying fot you right along with prayers for myself....stay blessed

[desperate4blue]

Hi
Its only natural to want what u dont have. Parents without kids want either gender, others wish for a paticular gender like me.

[Caradana]

Let yourself feel it!!!