June 2WW

[pastelpicnic]

Pastel you can have a opk + for pregnancy too. Have they all been dark every day? Where are you in your cycle from when you think you ovulated? Have you been doing your temps? I know this journey is somewhat sucky. I feel like I go through the stages of grief everyday and think in the back of my mine with my genetic make up of being tall, a bigger person, and my hormones I am just destined for another boy. Hang in there. We all just have to take it day by day.

Thanks for your thoughts jj. I finally TRULY O'ed yesterday. I was going to try for 0+12 this early am, but it seems the egg already died. I checked temps. this am and they dropped waaay below my coverline. I just feel totally gutted right now. I'm having really long cycles so of course I'm going to get less chances this summer conceive. I definitely had a minisurge a few weeks ago. I feel like I'm so far away from achieving my dream. Now I still have to wait another TWO weeks for AF and then another TWO weeks from that for another O.

[Out of the Blue]

Thanks for your thoughts jj. I finally TRULY O'ed yesterday. I was going to try for 0+12 this early am, but it seems the egg already died. I checked temps. this am and they dropped waaay below my coverline. I just feel totally gutted right now. I'm having really long cycles so of course I'm going to get less chances this summer conceive. I definitely had a minisurge a few weeks ago. I feel like I'm so far away from achieving my dream. Now I still have to wait another TWO weeks for AF and then another TWO weeks from that for another O.

I'm so sorry, PP. I'm reaaaalllllly not feeling preg and I have 35+ day cycles right now so I'm probably in the same boat. I'm sending you lots of good thoughts. XXX

[stellanneedsasis]

Checking in with you ladies and keeping my fingers crossed. PP~sorry about the long cycles, I had those when starting to conceive my son. So frustrating when you keep thinking your going to O and then your body delays it!! ugh! Hope it gets consistent for you soon.

[begonia]

Hi ladies ... diving in on page 21 as I just hit the 2WW. I'm not particularly hopeful for some reason; I thought I'd be more excited but I honestly feel like if it doesn't happen this month (our first try) I'm going to be totally fine ... we shall of course see how that works out over the next two weeks. Anyhow not planning to test til 9 DPO, which for me will be next Wednesday.

I'm sure I'll get to know everyone over the next few days but for now I'll just wish everyone luck!

[fivebabies]

Well, I'm 8dpo today and tested with fmu....BFN. Not surprised. With the last 2 babies it took days past missed AF before I got a bfp.

I already decided that if it didn't work this month than I'm going to wait until January to start up again. DH gets a big bonus at the end of the year and it'll make me feel so much better to have the $ in the bank as we have to pay 100% for all medical care for maternity.

But I'll be routing for you all!!! No, this isn't my fairwell speech. Just don't feel pregnant a single bit.

[Out of the Blue]

WELCOME, Begonia!!! Glad you're here w/us!

fivebabies, I'm not feeling preggers either...ARG. So sad. I'm going crazy! I just broke down and tested... I don't know why I did...I knew it would be a BFN. That test is soooo white. Nothing...nada...zip...zilch...zero. Oh, well. I don't know how I'm going to wait until Friday to test but I know if I don't, I'll just be down in the dumps again w/a blaring white test in my hand. I'm hoping someone pipes up w/a BFP soon...I need to live vicariously through your BFPs, lol!!!

[DoulaMama]

LMAO yes someone after getting soo many bfn's from testing too early hahahaha - pointing the finger at myself lol

I feel like I am having cravings, in hindsight.. all week I have been having 3 huge bowls of corn flakes with warm milk and lots of sugar .... now I sound sooo desperate haha

I keep looking over all of the symptoms I've had this past week and I keep reminding myself that there is a chance still but after just checking my cervix, it feels exactly the way it usually does before AF shows her ugly face. I'm 11dpo tomorrow so she might come tomorrow or the next day....maybe I'll wait until 14dpo to test again. This is getting very depressing

[fivebabies]

It IS getting depressing.

A friend convinced me to test everyday. LOL Probably a stupid idea. I have 8 left. I've been getting a few waves of nausea and lunch made my stomach hurt which is a distinct sign for me, so who knows. Might all be in my head.

Keep updating Ladies!!!!!

[fivebabies]

Out of the Blue....we're only a day apart! I'm 8dpo.

[DoulaMama]

WELCOME, Begonia!!! Glad you're here w/us!

fivebabies, I'm not feeling preggers either...ARG. So sad. I'm going crazy! I just broke down and tested... I don't know why I did...I knew it would be a BFN. That test is soooo white. Nothing...nada...zip...zilch...zero. Oh, well. I don't know how I'm going to wait until Friday to test but I know if I don't, I'll just be down in the dumps again w/a blaring white test in my hand. I'm hoping someone pipes up w/a BFP soon...I need to live vicariously through your BFPs, lol!!!

Me too I have zero will power so I just used the FRER stupidly....exactly like your test. I turned that bloody test in so many directions, trying to find a hint of a line....I even used my peripheral vision to see if I could see something- ANYTHING! And alas, it's whiter than white. I even left the test and came back to it and NOTHING. I have ONE test left and I really do not want to test until I'm thinking I'm late for my period. BUT...what if I didn't actually, truly ovulate on CD 14??? I've been checking opk's daily and there has been nothing but negatives since that day. If I didn't O then I will not get my AF at all...and then I'll have to start the damn vitex again...