September 2WW

[aprilbride]

thanks ladies, i actually have no CM now and im on CD7 - i wonder if that means anything. Im holding off testing but i really want to. My ovaries are feeling a bit strange, like a weird heat sensation every now and then... does anyone else experience this?

[ChasingBlu]

I'm at 10dpo and spotted a bit yesterday... a little bit leftover this morning... but it looks like "old" blood kwim? Tested 3 times so far (haha can't stop myself, darn you internet cheapies for being too easy to waste) on Friday (ridiculous), yesterday and today, and nothing. I have a short luteal phase normally (9-10 days) but I've been taking B6 to help lengthen it. So yeah. 90% sure AF is coming and 10% hoping that yesterday was implantation. I did add baby aspirin after O this month if that makes any difference, it seems like that might make me more likely to spot anyway.

Sigh. My poor husband. I had a mini meltdown yesterday when I discovered the spotting. He started off being a little bit of an ass ("I thought we weren't going to be sad about this?") and then shaped up really quick when I accused him of being unsupportive, haha. We will have to wait a few months if this isn't it. I really wanted to be preggo and know what I'm having before going to see family after Christmas, and give my daughter a sibling before she turns 3 next June. Now I probably won't even be pregnant by then. Boo. I know it was only 3 months worth of trying, but before I got pregnant when I was trying to prevent, so I really expected this to be super easy.

He thinks the swaying is too much effort and is messing with my head and making getting pregnant harder. He's probably right, haha. And he loves our daughter so much that he swears he would never be disappointed by another one. She is amazing in every way and I get it. But he has had a son's name picked out for 10 years (and we had to decide when we saw our daughter what to call her). I feel like there's pretty much no way we will go for a 3rd biologically, and I want to do everything I can to bring a boy into this world... if it doesn't work, so be it, but I want to "leave it all on the field" so to speak. Now that I have read up on all of this stuff I don't think I can just "un-know" it and let it fly willy nilly, can I? I guess I might have a few months to relax.

Thanks for listening to all the stuff I don't want to tell anyone in real life!

[Princess_G]

I'm 5dpo today - been having an odd feeling day. My appetite is off the scale, can't stop eating but craving super healthy foods and tons of fruit and veggies.
I'm so unbelievably exhausted - I even had a nap this afternoon! Woke up feeling just as tired and now, I'm so tired it feels as though I have gritty sand in my eyes and I can't even focus.
I have had a dull ache along with some strange pinching feelings deep down in my pelvis, on the right hand side along with some strange cm.
Trying not to get my hopes up but I had a lot of this cm before my last BFP.
Is 5dpo too early for implantation?

[bunnywabbit]

....Well, actually TODAY is CD1 for me. I'm having some seriously weird cycles, especially the last 2 - I'll have full on AF (so NOT spotting!) for a day which grinds to a halt, then starts properly a couple of days later. So yeah... an extra couple of days to wait until o. Grrrr! Recalculated the new 'due date' Again.

Feeling pretty lousy today on top of that - the good old cyst is back again making sleeping very uncomfortable. Was going to go to the doctor this morning to see whether they're going to give me more antibiotics or send me to hospital to have it drained this time, but I couldn't get up . Going to try and make it on Wednesday - hoping it drains by then. Also got the lurgies - eyes and head hurts, shivery then baking hot, skin hurts, throat feels like I've licked the bottom of the budgie cage. Add the usual knee/backache from rheumatoid arthritis. I feel FAAAAABULOUS! Bleugh... At least I've booked Friday off work - not getting up until I'm ready (which, let's face it, my body clock will make it 5am)

[aprilbride]

can you ladies look at my chart and tell me what you think? im 9 days dpo now - no pos test yet..458b58 Ovulation charts on FertilityFriend.com

[aprilbride]

i also just went to do a wee now and i wiped pink, so its either my AF or implantation. Thoughts?

[ChasingBlu]

I think all you can do is wait Aprilbride, could be either. It is so hard, I'm right there with you!

O+12 today (hopefully not CD1 but it's early here) and I am still waiting for AF myself and spotting a teeny bit here and there since Sunday. Wondering if it's because I've been taking baby aspirin since O? Possibly. Would have expected to start yesterday or today. Tests still negative (well I am pretty sure it was this morning, I think I got a teeny evap line when I looked at it 2 hrs later, should have trashed it, jeez!) and temps still up. Who knows. I guess I'm not out till AF shows up in full force &/or my temp drops. If it was implantation on Sunday when the spotting started, it would be too early for urine tests still I suppose. Symptoms... tired and emotional.and hungry.. could be PMS.

Either way I do feel encouraged that taking B6 seems to have increased my luteal phase by a day or 2!

[Princess_G]

Today is 9dpo for me, also our 5th wedding anniversary.
Also, BFN.
I have a crazy amount of 'symptoms' and was almost certain I felt implantation around 6-7DPO.
Now I just feel downhearted and like all this is in my head. Really had hoped for some good news on our anniversary

[bunnywabbit]

Today is 9dpo for me, also our 5th wedding anniversary.
Also, BFN.
I have a crazy amount of 'symptoms' and was almost certain I felt implantation around 6-7DPO.
Now I just feel downhearted and like all this is in my head. Really had hoped for some good news on our anniversary

So sorry, princess. Is still fairly early, so don't give up yet. Who knows, it could be a belated anniversary pressie! Happy anniversary to you both x

[ChasingBlu]

Princess, what kind of pregnancy tests are you using? (or was that your thread I just posted on?) I was using internet cheapies and kept getting negative tests till yesterday when I finally splurged on some digis and:

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I was 13 DPO though, 2 days late and having symptoms and the stupid tests were making me think I was inventing it all. Nauseous, crampy, tired, the works. After all my whining at the implantation spotting. Haha.

Good luck to you all!!!