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    Sending prayers to you and your angel...
    Sept 2008 & successful boy sway June 2010.
    M/C Oct 2012

    Is DE in my future?

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    I'm so sorry, I wish with all my might you hadn't had to go through this, it's so unfair....you have got through the worst bit sweetheart, you're going to feel terribly dazed, I don't think I stopped crying for days, weeks, but gradually you'll heal, be patient and gentle with yourself, go with your feelings and let it all out! I found it helped to write and write and write, mostly on here. I hope the labour was somehow cathartic for you, when I look back on my labours, I think all the hours of crying and pain got a lot of emotion out of me, although it was horrendous at the time...your angel will always be with you I promise, she'll be in your heart and mind forever, I promise they stay with us, just this winter I've had a single Violet grown outside my back door, I never planted it and it's winter, it shouldn't be there, but she is...I know my Violet & Primrose are with me and your angel will always be too xx sending hugs, love and I pray for peace to be laid on your heart x


    HRC cycle 1 Feb 2012
    ER 14 eggs, 9 fert and biopsy 24 GSN, 4 normals inc 2 's
    1 transferred & BFP
    But at 20 weeks my angel Violet passed away

    November 2012 FET #1 - ended in chemical, went down the immune issues path with Dr Gorgy

    April 2013 Cycle 2 - HRC
    ER 9 eggs, 8 fert, only 5 biopsied day5, 4 normals only 1 girl!
    Transferred 1
    Beta 10dpt 123, 14dpt 1171
    But at 19 weeks Primrose passed away

    Dec 2013 cycle 3 - HRC
    ER 8 eggs, 7 fert, 1 frozen
    Searching and praying for a Gestational Carrier (surrogate)
    to carry our DD (under Dr Potters advisement)

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    Am crying for you. Rest in peace little angel…she is getting so much love from all around the world and you are too..
    DH: 39 Me: 40 Low AMH/High FSH/Low AFC
    2005 DS1
    2007 MC at 13 weeks (boy)
    2008 DS2


    1st Cycle - Jan 2012 - Genesis - cancelled poor response
    2nd Cycle - May 2012 - Genesis - 10 ER, 1 ET - BFN
    3rd Cycle - Feb 2013 - Genesis - cancelled poor response
    4th Cycle - Oct/Nov 2013 - Genesis - 4 ER, 1 ET - BFN
    5th Cycle - April 2014 - HRC - cancelled poor response

    Nov 2014 - Surprise BFP - 12 week scan showed baby stopped growing at 8 weeks
    6th Cycle - DE March 2015 - DE FET1 8th June BFN, FET2 7th Oct BFN

    "shoot for the moon, if you miss you will still be amongst the stars"

  4. #44
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    Rest in peace sweet angel xxx
    Mummy to 2 wonderful little boys

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    Cycle #1 HRC- Aug 2013- Long lupron. 11 eggs retrieved, 10 mature, 9 fertilised. 8 biopsied day 5 acgh/day 6 fresh transfer. 5 normals- 4 XX, 1 XY- transferred grade A, fully hatched XX. BFP 4 dpt. 1st beta 9dpt 199, 2nd beta 14dpt dropped 46, 3rd beta 24- CHEMICAL!!!

    Cycle # 2- FET- Dec 2013- cancelled due to late ovulation

    Cycle #3- FET- Jan 2013-transferred 1 fully hatched grade AA blast- BFP 4dpt, 1st beta 9dpt 678, 2nd beta 12dpt 3195, 3rd beta 25dpt 56,000- 1 HB seen at 6 weeks, 7 weeks and 10 weeks!!!

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    I am now home with my sweet boys and hubby. My littles has been so sweet and has not left my side and gives lots of hugs and kisses, it helps a lot. I feel like it has all been a bad dream and somehow it is not real but I know it is.

    I thank everyone for the kind words and the wisdom from those that have been the same heartbreaking experience, it has helped me greatly.

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    I am so sorry, I have been thinking about you constantly. Happy though that you are back with your boys and hubby.

    I am sorry if this is insensitive, but I hope you were able to spend the time you needed with your little angel. I don't know what protocol is in Australia and if they give you the time you need.

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    It is not insensitive, and am happy to answer especially if others in the same position see this and it helps in some way.

    I was able to see bub but not hold as it had passed a while ago but just seeing how tiny and perfect our angel was helped greatly. The hospital had a Sister from the local church came and that was a great help.

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    No heartbeat at 19 weeks

    I'm so sorry for your loss. Thinking of you x

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    So very sorry for your loss x


    5 HT cycles all BFN

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    How are you doing Only? Thinking of you. xxxxx
    8 6 wishing for a
    Cycle 1 HRC in June 2011- cancelled cycle, no response at all.
    Cycle 2 at SART start stims Oct 10th Another cancelled cycle. No response.
    Cycle 3 at SART, started stims Dec 31st, cancelled AGAIN.
    Cycle 4 Donor eggs in South Africa May 2012, freezing and shipping to USA for PGD
    FET- 19th July- NT (only 2 normals, both boys)
    Cycle 5 Last shot- donor eggs at Genesis- Cyprus using his sperm sort, Jan 2013 BFN
    FET Feb 2013 BFP Miscarriage @ 6 wks.
    FET June 2013. On metaformin now for Insulin resistance. Mental health starting to border on insanity now. BFN
    FET July 2013. Last embie BFN

    Cycle 6 Really truly last shot- Donor eggs HRC, planned all freeze Feb, 7XX frozen immune treatment for me
    FET May 2014 BFP Miscarriage @ 8 weeks
    FET Nov 2014 BFP Miscarriage @ 12 weeks
    FET Oct 2015 BFP Blighted ovum confirmed @ 8 weeks. Miscarriage.

    SURROGACY!!!!! FET 1xx Feb 4th BFP, HB seen

    My precious baby girl arrived Oct 19th 2016

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