JUNE 2WW

[Me+4]

I'm getting excited now with all this pregnancy talk! I'm 4dpo and had ewcm today which I didn't get when I was ovulating what does this mean?
With all my previous pregnancies I have felt like I was starting my period and it never came...just checked my knickers a hundred times a day! From about 8dpo I start using my opks as pregnancy tests and when I see a line on there I then use a pregnancy test. Hurry up Sunday!
3girls...looking forward to seeing your confirmation pregnancy test result!

[seabeewife]

Blessed I'm going to test Thursday. It breaks my heart seeing a BFN, so I need to wait as long as I can. What about you?! I hope we both see two lines this month!

[BlessedMomma]

Same here I might even wait til friday if af dosnt show. Not hopeful because of these af cramps :*( r u still cramping?

[BlessedMomma]

Good luck me4! Im not sure about the ewcm? R u sure about when u ovulated?

[seabeewife]

Yep still having cramps. Last night I had this weird pinching cramp type thing that lasted a minute. Really weird, never felt it before.

[SamS_TTCPink]

Congrats 3girls!

[3girl]

Thanks girls!!!! I'm still not believing it until I see a darker line or a digi confirms. I just impulsively took another FRER and didn't see anything. I think if I am pregnant the hormone must be sooooo low (either that or it was an evap). I hate waiting!!!! I'm following all your stories and have my fingers crossed for you all!!

[girliedreamz]

3girl, Oh, so optimistically excited for you!!!

Steph, my dh is the same way. Even dtd every 4 days last month almost killed him. As soon as we were out of the window, he's been taking a break. Lol! He's just too old for this stuff...hope that sways pink for us! (Even though it didn't seem to matter with the last two...)

[littlegirlblues]

Hi everyone, I am not new, but new to posting. I have 3 sons and have been here reading and swaying silently after the first boy. Like many I always wanted at least one of each sex. Strangely I always knew I would be a good mom to boys and adored baby boys. I would absolutely have been sad to never have a baby boy. But I also longed to have a girl to share my favorite books and movies with. And I am so obsessed with girl clothes. I could care less about dressing myself fashionably but love love love baby girl clothes. I was a Daddy's girl growing up, but now that I am older I see how important a mom/daughter relationship is. We always get together to gab about everything and I never see my dad. Crazy how things change over time. My dad adored me and was hard on my brothers, but now he gets along better with them Even if I had a tomboy I feel like I could totally have fun with her as I had 2 brothers and no sisters. It is just different with girls.
So, my situation is that I had gotten to the point where I was ready to commit to going high tech next year around July and my husband was pretty much on board. I have a 5 year old, a 2 year old, and a 1 year old. It would have been good timing as far as the boys being able to talk and walk and be more independent. We were so torn because of the cost and the chance of spending the money and not getting pregnant at all. I was going through the old archives from 2009 on InGender and following GreenZelda and Pippi through their high tech journeys. I was so pumped! and ready to meet Dr. Potter! But worried too that I would spend that kind of money and end up with nothing!

So on the 9th of June me and my DH drank too much, the first time in a long time, and while DTD I requested that we not use a condom and he went along with it. The next morning I was horrified. It was so unlike me. I obsess about having a new baby and plan it to the nth degree. I can only guess that having babies on the brain and the fear of IVF cost made me want to just go for a natural.
So here I am in the 2ww and don't know how I feel. Part of me wants to be pregnant and thinks maybe this accident will be my girl, so I am a bit excited. But the other part of me knows that this is a huge lesson to me. I now know with 100% clarity that I don't want to try again naturally. I NEED the girl or nothing at all. If I am not pregnant I will start saving up for IVF/PGD.
I am curious if any of you are considering it yourselves? Why or why not? I never thought I would go there, but now I know I would. So crazy. I just know there is nothing I would rather spend my money on in this life. A daughter would be worth the cost. However, I can't help but think it would be so lovely to have one for free!

[stephk]

girliedreamz - I think DH wanted to BD last night, well he mentioned it but he was also watching the football and I wasnt waiting up. So tonight will be the night unless he is watching football again. I dont see why I should lose sleep just to BD (unless I was ovulating of course!!)

Its only CD9 but I am going to start testing today because I have no idea what is going on with my body at the mo!! Going by last month I could O around monday but I dont want to miss it and 20 tests are £4 so its not expensive.

littlegirlblues - welcome, and hope you get the outcome you want this month, lots of oopsies are girls I personally am not going HT because we dont have the money to spend on it plus I will take what god gives me, if I am not meant to have a girl I will be sad but if thats what god has in store for me then so be it.