December 2WW

[XXforhubby]

Oh MyByC! How come next month is your last month to ttc? I hope you get your BFP!

I may be joining you too. I had pink CM yesterday and brown CM today with some mild cramping. This usually how my pre-af spotting begins. It is a little early, since I Oed late. Who knows though, since my hormones have been so out of wack!

Hang in there- I know how hard it, but I know it will happen if we keep trying 😘!


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[MyByC]

I can't handle this stress and diet and everything else anymore...I lost too much weight(under my BMI) and my husband says I am tooo skinny, plus Christmas is comming and as you all boy's mamma know, we are the type who eat and snack etc...These last 15 weeks on LE/intense cardio and no meat in 6 months have been difficult for me...I was sooo sure I will get a BFP this cycle that I stopped gym also after the day of Ov just to not affect the egg or implant..so 2 weeks off for me at cardio which sways blue..plus I didnt ate 1200 kcal in these 2 weeks but went up to 1500-1800 (and this weekend before, did 2000)...and I cried like almost every day since Friday with a bonus of 2 hours extra today.....
I know I only have 2 cycles try and some ladies here have much more..but I am not that strong and I dont want to get to the point where I just want to be pregnant and gender dont count, cause thats why I did all this..to get a girl...

[MyByC]

And XX, I really hope you will not join me next cycle! Let's just think this was implantation time for you😘

[XXforhubby]

Oh honey! I know how hard it is! It sounds like you have lost too much weight anyhow, and you need to be eating 1500-1800 to not lose anymore. I wouldn't worry one bit about that! As far as a break from exercise, we need that from time to time. I don't think a break from exercise sways blue. I had to with my chemical. Atomic said a break doesn't hurt, because it cannot undo all you have done over the past several months.

I can understand if it is getting to be too much for you. It is hard to stay positive when it is taking so long. I hope you will get your BFP next month, or can find the courage to continue. I'll miss you!! 😘

FX!!!


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[maidentomother]

MyByC, I am sorry you are feeling so down! It is so hard dealing with things like this that are out of our control. I believe in God and very much in fate so that helps, but it's still frustrating especially when you know you did all you could. Most likely fertilization just didn't work out for some reason; that is extremely common. Fx for next month.

XX, I've had 3 days of positive OPKs (cheap strips) but my CBFM is still reading high, it just won't give me my Peak, argh. So our situations are even more alike it seems. But I think I will O later tonight or at the latest tomorrow. My CM and cervix are less fertile already so I'm glad I BDed yesterday. I understand waiting after a CP; I've never had one to my knowledge but I think if I had I'd be more bothered by testing early. I hope your spotting is pregnancy related and not AF.

Belleboi, big congrats on your BFP! Every time except once (5/6) I was totally surprised bc I had no symptoms. Our bodies/nature/God can be such tricksters.

[XXforhubby]

Maiden- crazy how our situations are so similar! I am not having any spotting yet, thank goodness!! My CM is more pinkish brown and only when I check- none is showing when I wipe or on a panty liner.

I think I Oed yesterday when I noticed my CM being pink in color.

FX for us ladies!!!


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[keepthefaith]

MyByC - Lets keep our fingers crossed that next month is DEFINITELY your month! We are all here to vent at any time and to keep each other right! Did you speak to Atomic about your situation, maybe she could give you some advice?

Belleboi - Many Congrats how exciting! Fingers crossed for you!

xxforhubbby and Maiden - Fingers crossed!

As for me, well 8dpo and time going very slow lol, finding it a bit of a struggle to stick as rigidly to diet and exercise as in 2ww its mentally different. Have done it more or less and getting back on it properly today incase I'm back to square one at weekend! Hoping I won't be but who knows!

[MyByC]

Keepfaith, the thing is my session has also expired on 30 November. Have asked for an extension and Atomic said she will do that for a small fee but she did not answered since 2 days ago at all on private message I need to wait to get in touch and continue with my plan. I feel so tired...

For how long are you ladies into this?
And how many attempts you had until now?

[Ugee]

I can't handle this stress and diet and everything else anymore...I lost too much weight(under my BMI) and my husband says I am tooo skinny, plus Christmas is comming and as you all boy's mamma know, we are the type who eat and snack etc...These last 15 weeks on LE/intense cardio and no meat in 6 months have been difficult for me...I was sooo sure I will get a BFP this cycle that I stopped gym also after the day of Ov just to not affect the egg or implant..so 2 weeks off for me at cardio which sways blue..plus I didnt ate 1200 kcal in these 2 weeks but went up to 1500-1800 (and this weekend before, did 2000)...and I cried like almost every day since Friday with a bonus of 2 hours extra today.....
I know I only have 2 cycles try and some ladies here have much more..but I am not that strong and I dont want to get to the point where I just want to be pregnant and gender dont count, cause thats why I did all this..to get a girl...

I'm so sorry MYByC! Really hope you catch your next cycle! Stress is a huge problem with conceiving so hope you feel positive for next month!
Sending hugs.

[Ugee]

XX- hope it's just implantation bleeding!

Maiden-fingers crossed for you too!

Belleboi-congratulations! Such lovely news and take my blue dust!

Keepthefaith- I also hope your BFP comes this weekend