Due in June/July/August 2015

[Ugee]

I go through waves of panic. Some days I'm totally fine not knowing what gender this baby is, then some days I feel like I NEED to know either way. I'm just a bit over 4 weeks now, so I still have a looooooong way to go. I'm just nervous in general though. I so desperately want this baby to be a boy, and now that I'm pregnant I feel like my "chance" is gone, if that makes any sense? It's either one way or the other now.

At least DH is excited either way. He's been my little cheerleader when I'm feeling down. He knows I want a boy, took his supps and watched me take mine every morning, but I don't think he knows the depth of my want. If we hear girl with this one, I just don't want him to know my disappointment. I'm going to do some real soul-searching in the next few weeks to try to come to peace with all of this either way. I do NOT want to have GD with this baby. At DD 2's ultrasound I cried when they said girl, then was so overwhelmed with guilt for crying...ugh. I don't want to go through that again. I'm sure some of you can relate.

Anyway, sorry for the novel! I've just been on overdrive lately in my head

This is just how I feel! Took the words out my mouth. I really know what you mean about your chance is gone...it was bitter sweet feeling for me to see my BFP! On the one hand I was thrilled and the other I was sad not to keep the possibility of having a daughter going. This pregnancy feels like limbo land and what ever is cooking can't be changed now with any more tweeking the diet or exercising. Boy or girl I am looking after it as hard as I can. Like you I'm trying to make peace with my gender desire. Fx we can go into our scans happy and leave happy!

[kaseybaby]

Tomorrow is my 12 week ultrasound. I am a nervous wreck about the nub shot. I really thought I was okay either way, but I am starting to think I won't be.

[Adia]

Adia I cant imagine staying team green , I need ti know , if its a boy I will be over the moon but if its another girl I will have time to accept and love..

Business...i can't stay team green either, but the day inching closer and closer is like the sealing of my fate on the calendar! I KNOW it will be ok either way, I will never go to the dark places I went with DD3 and my disappointment, but I will have some work to do to deal with everything no matter what the gender.

The first decision, either way, will be who do I tell and who do I torture with the info!!!

[Adia]

Tomorrow is my 12 week ultrasound. I am a nervous wreck about the nub shot. I really thought I was okay either way, but I am starting to think I won't be.

Having lived through the dark days of GD for years, I PROMISE it will be ok. It may takes weeks, months, years, for everything to level out in our head and hearts...everything will be ok and we will find peace and joy in our babies!!!

[Nahri]

Sarah left side of the uterus. You have to go by where the cord is attached. The yolk sac can be further away and you can't guess off it.

[Nahri]

Adia be careful on a 14 week nubshot. They can be pretty obvious so if you want to stay team green avoid that area.

[business.woman]

Just keep imagening its the gender u wanted

Imagenation is the key to create your own disteny 😃

[business.woman]

Im been obssesed about the ring test over my belly
Its always the same result 😃
Hopefully its true

[Junie]

Ugh ladies. I feel so sick. I had terrible nausea with my previous 2 pregnancies but I took B6+unisom with my last and that really seemed to help. This time it doesn't seem to do anything and I'm so miserable. I'm trying to enjoy everything since it is almost definitely my last pregnancy but it is hard when I feel sick all day everyday.

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[bluebonnet22]

I'm so sorry you aren't feeling well Junie! I was sick from weeks 6-13 last time and it was so brutal. This time the unisom + B6 is helping, thank goodness. Morning sickness is the worst - especially around the holidays. I hope it passes for you soon. FWIW, I tried backing off the carbs this pregnancy and eating more cheese, fat, and protein and it helped a little bit (although cheese sounded gross when I was sick, it helped settle my stomach after I could get some down).