Atomic! Balance Activ?

[zanacal]

Thanks Atomic. Sorry you had to spend so long trawling through all of this. I hear you on the testosterone thing and I have put it out of mind now - I've had a really rubbish week with awful PMT and last minute second guessing of my plan and I guess I was just thinking out loud.

[atomic sagebrush]

No, not at all, I actually think it was a great thread and very helpful and informative, I'm just worried about YOU!!!

I sometimes find that I get more intense/obsessive when I have PMT...do you think that could be where some of this is coming from??

[atomic sagebrush]

thank you for all of those replies atomic, it's always fascinating to read your perspective on things


oh, and zanacal I REALLY hope you get your girl because then that will give me more hope I think we are both enthusiastic researchers and personally don't think stress is the same thing as obsession! lol

You guys, I just want to point out that one of the most enthusiastic researchers that ever enthusiastically researched, babydust, is here on this site and she did indeed get her girl!!!

She did a lot of detail-oriented research and then before her sway with her plan in place, she just relaxed and enacted the plan and things came out just right. I think we can all take a page from her book on that.

[zanacal]

I sometimes find that I get more intense/obsessive when I have PMT...do you think that could be where some of this is coming from??

Possibly - but I don't usually suffer so I don't really know! I am very emotional at the moment and am crying at the drop of the hat, which really isn't me. I don't know if it's hormones (who knows what they're doing!) or just nerves. On the testosterone front, I honestly don't feel like this is something I can solve or a competition I can win. I feel completely overwhelmed by it all and am just second guessing the decisions I already made and have pretty much come back to after all of this. If anything, I'd say my testosterone is lower and not higher than usual. I don't feel good and I think my toe hair growth may finally have slowed down

[atomic sagebrush]

to less toe hair but BOO to not feeling good...I so wish this could be EASY, ya know??