April 2WW

[Junie]

CONGRATS SC1411!!!! That is lovely!

TM29- Fantastic BDing pattern for a boy!!!

CD1 for me. Planning on getting really drunk in the coming days and praying for a cycle where I ovulate before CD40! I've pretty much given up on the diet at this point. I'm still so sick that my maternal condition must be absolute crap. I still have my ear infection and my boys actually reinfected me with their sickness and now my jaw and sinuses are also infected and I am on antibiotics again. I'm still only eating 1-2 meals a day but I'm no longer veggie and I don't count totals of anything. At this point it has been 4 months since the miscarriage and I'm just over it all. It has never taken me this long to get pregnant and I'm sick of TTC. I'm trying to just let go and enjoy life and that isn't possible if I get too wrapped up in the sway. I admire all of you who can do a strict diet for months on end but I definitely can't be a good happy wife and mother, TTC for months and months, and do a strict diet. It just isn't in me. Thankfully I am totally OK with another boy- if I can just get pregnant again!

[True Blue]

sc1411 yay congratulations!!
I see two lines there

[tm29]

Junie I so completely understand how you're feeling. I have been in tears so so many times. It is extra extra awful swaying after a loss when your cycle is crazy too - just how it was for me. I really get it. Hugs, hugs. Definitely have a few drinks - that sounds like a great idea and you're even allowed to do it. Maybe your hormones could do with a tiny boost from some meat and a few more cals - hopefully the illness - god it sounds TERRIBLE - will take care of maternal condition for you. I'm so sorry it has been this hard for you. Brings a tear to my eye.

[Hbuhs]

Hugs to you Junie!!

[Sunbuny]

Sorry to hear it's been such a rough time for you Junie. You certainly deserve a few drinks and cheats! Hugs sweetie xxx


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[eleena2014]

Sorry junie.treat yourself x

[Junie]

Thanks ladies! I'm giving myself one day to wallow, and then I am moving on. Honestly a January baby would be great and being negative won't help me either. There isn't any reason why we won't all get nice BFPS this cycle! I'm just going to try and focus on other things- and like you say TM29- at least I am allowed to drink on the girl diet LOL

[smarston3]

So sorry junie!!


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[sageviolet]

Congrats, sc1411! That's not a squinter, I see it!

tm29, sounds like great timing! FX this is it!

HealthyGirl, I think I read in the articles that a long hold like that sways pink, but people usually don't opt for that route since it is hard for most to go so long.

Junie - *HUGS* Please go off the diet for a bit for your sanity and health. Take a cheat day, a cheat week, whatever you need. As far as getting pregnant, I am so with you. I am way beyond how long it took us before. I'm in much better health now, so I don't understand why it's taking so long. I just have to trust God's timing. This little soul will show up when it's ready to come. Have you tried acupuncture? Or getting a massage? Please do something nice for yourself! Hope you get well soon <3

[Junie]

Sage- Thanks so much for your kind words. I can only imagine how you feel as I know you have been patient far longer then I! I'm going to try soy isoflavones this cycle, just to see if that helps push O forward, I figure at this point it can't make my cycles worse I also don't understand how you have not gotten pregnant yet- you are so healthy and your timing is great! Maybe your little boy just wanted to come in 2016 I hope you get a nice BFP in a few weeks!!