Due in June/ July/ August 2016

[hopper]

Thanks. Nope. He is at work and I am at school.

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Oh no Oh pet, I am so sorry. I hope its almost at the end of your work day and you can get a much needed hug IRL asap. Sending heaps of virtual hugs xx

[Boysboys]

so so sorry two.

[Pbn3]

Hugs two. I'm so very sorry always here if you need to talk

[Boyzmommy]

Take it easy two


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[Dreamofpink]

Take it easy two


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I'm so sorry. Thinking of you xx


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[twointow83]

Doc says I should stop prog... but I am afraid to trust anything at this point. I'm afraid if I stop and the bw was a lab error I could lose my baby because of that... BUT if I stay on it I'm afraid that I'll just be postponing the inevitable. I have an u/s tomorrow but with my current level of distrust I honestly don't know what I'll have to see... or not see to get me to believe 200% that it's over. It's not a factor of denial, but that I've already been told this preg was doomed (and gonna kill me) once and they were wrong. Who's to say they aren't this time?!? Not a fan of being drunk, but I have never wanted to escape reality more than I have this last week... and I can't even drink because I am scared. I am cramping so hard it feels like back-labor and all I can take is Tylenol because I am scared... I f'ing hate this. Sorry, vent over Back to my original intent for this post- Does anyone happen to know what impact taking progesterone has on an "inevitable" miscarriage????

[nuthinbutpink]

I am confused. I read your threads and I am uncertain 1. How an ectopic was diagnosed and 2. Did you OB do a follow up scan after the ER visit? Who diagnosed an ectopic? What gestation were you? I am having a very hard time following all this information.

[atomic sagebrush]

The prog can extend the time till miscarriage but it will happen eventually if not working out.

[twointow83]

I am confused. I read your threads and I am uncertain 1. How an ectopic was diagnosed and 2. Did you OB do a follow up scan after the ER visit? Who diagnosed an ectopic? What gestation were you? I am having a very hard time following all this information.

You aren't the only one a little lost... going to have plenty of questions on my appt on Fri. but doubt I'll see him tomorrow. To answer your questions... as best I can anyway..

I answer to your 1st question- I don't know. That is among the questions I intend to ask on Friday... this is what I DO know:
I went to the ER with severe abdominal pains on my left side. After 6 hours, blood work and an u/s *I* was not allowed to see, I was told I was being admitted for suspected ectopic. The next morning they ran more bloodwork and my HCG went down like 40-something (in hindsight I think this was because of the IV but I don't know). My regular OB came in in the AM during rounds, told me about the bw and said he wasn't optimistic but that we'd get more bw the next morning. Later that day, after I regained my composure I asked the nurse to let my OB know that I'd like a repeat u/s and asked her to stress that I really wanted to see it for myself. An hour or so later the nurse came back in and said that he'd said that it wasn't necessary but that I could have copies of the still screen shots from the first. So the nurse went down to records and got a disk that *I* had nothing to play it on. So she said she'd open the disk on the ward laptop and show me but when she finally got it open there were only 2 pics and neither were of what I needed to see. So I again requested a second ultrasound and was told that I could have the u/s report (which I couldn't really understand. I planned to have my OB explain it to me in the AM when I saw him again. The next morning the pains were soooooo much worse, morphine did nothing more for my pain that a tic tac would have.... Anyway, when my OB came in he told me that my HCG had slightly increased but not nearly enough (from 5,008 on Thursday night to 6,000(I was later, as n after everything was said and done that it was "about 6,000" and told the actual HIGHER #.. but not by much... can't remember what it was) on Saturday morning... according to betabase calculator a doubling time of 115 hours). Given the news and the pain I forgot about the u/s report and stupidly decided to blindly trust my doc. and consented to treatment. 4 days later the pain returned so I went to my OBs office and they did another u/s where the bean was discovered to still be hanging on, small for dates, and no visible hb... but there. Before the u/s, my OB said that they weren't able to find the pregnancy and "barely got any tissue from the D&C" so they had given me methotrexate to try to ensure preg termination because according to him ectopic pregnancies can attach and grow in places they can't always see easily. After the u/s all he could say was that he didn't know what to say, that he was baffled and that this had never happened before, but not to get my hopes up. So he told me to restart taking my vits (I was told to stop taking them as they can interfere with the methotrexate) and progesterone. I had blood work done Saturday and from Tuesday of last week to this past Saturday my HCG only increased by 535.

2. Did you OB do a follow up scan after the ER visit? already answered

Who diagnosed an ectopic? Some random shmo from joe blow town?? I honestly don't know. Among my questions for Friday is finding out if MY OB EVER *SAW* with his own two eyes the images from the first u/s or if he just took some random doctor who reads ultrasounds in the middle of the night for the hospital, whoever that was.

What gestation were you? by ovulation, (determined with OPK's, a follicle study 2 days before O showing TWO ripe mature follicles, and charting) I was 5 weeks exactly the day I went to the ER.

[twointow83]

The prog can extend the time till miscarriage but it will happen eventually if not working out.

Thanks atomic. I was kinda hoping it wouldn't even delay it, but I guess it is what it is. I am hoping tomorrow's ultrasound shows SOMETHING that I can't deny... I have no clue what that would be but a girl can dream :/