Due in June/July/August 2016

[atomic sagebrush]

Mily I'm so sorry that the sway didn't work out...thinking of you.

[Milybaby]

Thank u ladies for your comforting words. I am so Sorry to feel this way and I am Hating myself for What I feel sometimes. I feel that it is not normal to think such horrible things.
I know I Will love him when he'll be here but I just can't for now. I'm trying to find him a name but I don't love anything. My first one is Eytan and My second one Aaron. Aaron kissed My belly this morning saying he loved the Baby and that he is really happy he's here, he gave him some carress and massage through My Belly😍
I think My HT misscarriage and this Baby boy are too much. I was perhaps imagining that this Will be My daugther return and this Baby is taking her place. I know he Will be perfect like his 2 big brothers... But I just can't imagine myself mother of 3 boys for now. I Should Have Thinking about that before but I thought I Will be fine with It but I am not.
Sometimes I feel better like now but when I am sleeping and then wake up I feel terribly sad realizing it's reality and I am not dreaming.
I know in My deepest that love for My children does not depend on Their gender and that I love them just as they are💕💕
Trying to cope with It. Thinking about a name, a 3D/4D scan to see him and the future... I Have so many things to do, me and My family really need me to get better like really soon but I don't know how to do It... I think perhaps each day Will be better Than the previous one.

I am really wishing to u all ladies happyness and joy with your babies😍 I don't feel any sadness to see you having your DG but just happyness for u! I am Sorry if I hurted some of you

Love💕💕💕

[Jany1025]

Mily I was so gutted for you when you had your HT loss, I can' even imagine how are you feeling at this time..I am so sorry it is not your "girl". I remember feeling horrible when I found out DS#2 was a boy and the only thing that kept from going crazy was planning HT.

Is going HT again totally impossible?? Coralsky is a perfect example of someone who had a few HT BFNs, swayed and got pregnant with another boy, tried HT again and is pregnant with a girl...

I find gender disappointment is probably the worse when you are pregnant. My heart is so very sad for you and I hope that you find peace one way or another.

[Dreamofpink]

Mily I was so gutted for you when you had your HT loss, I can' even imagine how are you feeling at this time..I am so sorry it is not your "girl". I remember feeling horrible when I found out DS#2 was a boy and the only thing that kept from going crazy was planning HT.

Is going HT again totally impossible?? Coralsky is a perfect example of someone who had a few HT BFNs, swayed and got pregnant with another boy, tried HT again and is pregnant with a girl...

I find gender disappointment is probably the worse when you are pregnant. My heart is so very sad for you and I hope that you find peace one way or another.

Mathilde is also pregnant with her girl after HT not working out previously, swaying in 2013 & getting her third boy - she tried HT again last year and was successful.

Three beautiful boys and my longed-for DD due in June 2016!

[TaytumJ]

Sending you lots of love Mily. It sounds like you have up and down days and that's totally normal, just like XX said. Sounds like your little Aaron is already in love with his brother! I do agree too with counseling - it sounds like between HT loss and DS3 you have a lot of feelings a professional can help you work through. But we're all here with love and support too!

I agree with others about HT not being totally out of the equation If I remember correctly from a previous post. I would suggest you also look into it at least in the mean time, to give you some hope and a light at the end of the tunnel. ❤️


Team green baby due May 21! [emoji170][emoji166]

[Milybaby]

Yes i think GD is the worse when pregnant because knowing you Will not Have your dream, cannot do anything because pregnant and no Baby to love yet...
This morning i feel better, I am trying to imagine My Little baby boy and how cute he's gonna be💕 He deserves My love as much as his brothers.

I am Thinking about all the things I Have to do today but perhaps Step by Step would be better.

I didn't know for Coralsky and I am soooo happy for her😊
We Have No News of Mathilde and I don't know if she's ok🙏

Yes HT is possible but I would like to plan and do It now lol
I went to R but Now things Have changes there and should move to O. With Dr Good if I want same Thing but seriously I don't want to hide again and Stress about GS not being openly discussed and agreed.
Then There is C. In CZ where It seems that this is more open but more expensive. And I didn't see a lot of success with this clinic? Am I right?

And US!!! It is more expensive but legal and success rates are much better... So leaning for the US but We live in the South of France so it's very far. I looked into Dr Potter because I feel he is the best and I trust him. But this is in LA? Price is 12200 dollars per cycle?
NYC is better for us because Closer! There are RMANJ or SIRM and cycle price is around 14500 dollars?
Am I right?

Wish all of u a Nice day! 😃

Thinking about you Hopper and your upcoming scan, FX for you to Have your DG💕

[Dreamofpink]

Mathilde and baby are both doing well 😉😀
(I am in touch with her away from this site)

Three beautiful boys and my longed-for DD due in June 2016!

[Milybaby]

Mathilde and baby are both doing well 😉😀
(I am in touch with her away from this site)

Three beautiful boys and my longed-for DD due in June 2016!

Love this post!!!!!😊😊😊 Could you Tell her I am really happy she's doing well😍😍😍?

[netti02]

I know how you feel Mily. Ive been all over the place and i hate it as im usually much more level headed and in control. You are correct about the HRC proces im not sure about NY. I know Dr Potter has good success rates so i would go there but im not sure where i am in that topic atm.

Mum to 5 special princes

[Dreamofpink]

Love this post!!!!!😊😊😊 Could you Tell her I am really happy she's doing well😍😍😍?

I will do. Xx

Three beautiful boys and my longed-for DD due in June 2016!