Begonia's Boy Sway

[begonia]

Thank you all so much. I posted it on a couple other threads but I need to take a break ... coming here just reminds me of when I still had some hope about having a son, and the fact is that hope is gone for me. And that's OK, it's my reality, and I now know my lot in life, you know? It's 3 daughters. And they are healthy and wonderful and I need to focus on what I have and not what I don't ... and coming here right now just keeps reminding me that I did try for a son, and it didn't work, and I won't have him.

So it's hard to go because yes, I do feel like I get support here and there's so many women who "get it" but I need to stop spending time focusing on this.

NBP I appreciate the thoughts on 3. Part of me yesterday was questioning why I even wanted one more. Like was this all a huge mistake, am I going to ruin the great bond my 2 have now, how will I find time for all of them, etc. All of that will work itself out I guess. I know for sure based on my experience with finding out about DD2 that I will feel soooo much better once she arrives. I'm glad I found out though ... I couldn't handle the not knowing. Knowing is better for me for sure. Now I can start moving forward and looking forward to life with our 3 girls.

[TTC5]

Big hugs Begonia xoxoxoxoxoxo

[Foxy]

[Hobbermittens]

We will miss you. But you need to do what is the best for you.

[My Fabulous Children]

Take care please come back!!!

[ELP]

ThiS lookS like a great boy SWay but that lady WantS her mummy and daddy!!!! Come back Soon B, aS full of life and eXcitement aS ever ok

[babydes56]

Big big hugs B, i understand your decision & would probably do the same if i was in your position. Couldnt stop thinking about you yesterday. All the best & please do pop in to find out what i'm having

[skrimpy]

(((hugs))) to you B. I had to stop going to IG for awhile after I found out Honor was a girl. I just couldn't go.. I still avoid one friend's Facebook posts b/c she had a little boy just after I had Honor. Even adoring my sweet girl it still causes a little pain seeing her baby boy's pics. Take the time you need and enjoy your pregnancy. I spent a lot of time wondering "why did I even get PG again if another girl was a chance?". Those emotions were so painful but it got a lot better as my pregnancy progressed. Also take good care of yourself physically - that helped me a lot. And trust that you will adore her and she will fit right in. <3 for you.

[LolaInLove]

B, ditto what everyone said.....I would do the same thing and take a break. Enjoy your pregnancy and get excited about her arrival. She is going to be super amazing! We are here for you anytime, of course...will miss ya, girl.

[atomic sagebrush]

I'm SO sorry, Begonia. Huge (((hugs))) and wishing you the very best for a happy and healthy pg and all the best in life.