Begonia's Boy Sway

**begonia** · October 10th, 2011, 01:26 PM

Y'all I'm sorry to do this but I need to delete my sway. I keep re-reading it trying to figure out where I went wrong and I hate knowing that it's out here as an example now of a "failed" sway. I find it incredibly sad that in my ideal world this little person in my belly would be someone other than who she is, but it's true ... I wanted her to be someone else. What a rotten way to start her life, with her mom wishing she was different, that she's somehow a disappointment to me, before she's ever even taken a breath. So out of respect for this little girl I had to take it down; I'm hoping it will help me leave behind the last 11 months of wishing and hoping for a son, and help allow me to move forward with another daughter.

I wish everyone SO MUCH luck with their sways!

**LolaInLove** · October 10th, 2011, 01:36 PM

I would do the same thing, girl. Hope you are doing ok.....xxooo

**zanacal** · October 10th, 2011, 01:47 PM

{hugs} Begonia x

**gizmo77** · October 10th, 2011, 03:31 PM

i think thats great of you to do that. what a wonderful mommy you are! i am also getting attached to this sway and its no longer become "for entertainment purposes only." bc of you and others who didnt get what they swayed for, it grounds me and reminds me its ultimately up to God (or whoever you believe in). you are so lucky to have a DH who is interested in #4/adoption. there arent many men out there like that (at least that i know!!). my dh was done after one! anyway besides whatever teh future holds for you, you are going tobe an even greater mother to your #3. once you have that chubby soft baby in your arms, her eyes connected to yours, feeling sedate and comfortable in her mothers arms, searching for a large juicy nipple, i think you will even forget swaying ever happened.
;-)

**TTC5** · October 10th, 2011, 08:39 PM

Totally respect that decision Begonia, love and hugs to you my cyber friend xoxox

**begonia** · October 11th, 2011, 03:20 PM

Thank you guys for your support. It really has helped me to delete it ... it's a good step for me in moving on.

**begonia** · October 11th, 2011, 03:21 PM

Or maybe I should repost it and just call it a girl sway

Then I'm a success story after all

**TTC5** · October 11th, 2011, 05:13 PM

LOL that made me laugh B!!!!

**DoulaMama** · October 11th, 2011, 05:23 PM

I think I'll be doing the same thing! Hugs to you, my friend

xoxoxo

**atomic sagebrush** · October 16th, 2011, 01:03 PM

That makes so much sense! Whatever helps!!

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