Numerous November 2WW

[Burakoam]

CONGRATS CASSIDY! that is for sure a BFP

Hubby fingers crossed for you still

[Cassidy4]

Thanks ladies!!
I'm sorry foxtrotmama
FX for you XXforhubby and ahorn!
Hi Debahlgrim!

[Cassidy4]

Thank you Burakoam

[Kelbear]

Congratulations Cassidy, that is fantastic news!
Sorry AF arrived foxtrotmama, it is always disappointing when she shows
Fingers crossed for you Kc and xx, hoping you both get bfps this month.
The waiting is sooo hard, just wish the days would go quicker. I am not going to test early as seeing the bfns just gets me more upset than seeing AF arrive. If AF hasn't arrived by next fri (AF due thurs/fri) then I will test as we have our 2 years wedding anniversary and I want to be able to have a glass of wine if I am not preggers. Would prefer to surprise hubby with a bfp instead though.

[kc15880]

11dpo still cramping, bloated & so tired! Ive never had fatigue as a pregnancy symptom with either of my sons & I just didnt understand when friends said that they were tired - but my gosh I have been exhausted all day. Perhaps a sign of things to come?

[tfahn]

Congrats Cassidy! Great line for 10 DPO

[Cassidy4]

Thank you tfahn!!

[tfahn]

So it's been a really weird week, sorry for the book in advance .

Tuesday the owners of our company came for a visit to inform management that they sold the business 5 weeks ago; They have a contract to stay on for 3 years. Don't have a whole lot of info on the new owners but some of the work will be moved overseas. I think management is safe for a couple years but who knows. The kicker is they said their goal is to get us moved onto the new company payroll on 1/1/17 so that would mean we would have to change to their insurance. Just from what they said about other benefits, they have a non matching 401K which sucks, so I am not expecting there insurance to be stellar.

The thing keeping me going after all this time and losses was having my backup plan which was always IVF; since my current insurance covers 4 cycles, which is pretty much unheard of to be covered. So my plan before last week was to do medicated cycles to the end of the year. Then go natural for a few months to lose the 20 pounds I need to lose in order to qualify for the IVF and then in spring if not pregnant to try an IVF cycle. Those plans flew out the window Tuesday and I felt really down. I joked with my husband about doing a crash diet to try and time a attempt before losing benefits but didn't think there would be time.

So yesterday I had my already scheduled beginning of a new cycle doctor visit with RE. She said basically my next step should be IVF since nothing else was working and asked if IVF would be a possibility. I told her up until a few days ago I would have said yes, she asked what changed and told her about losing my good insurance at the end of the year. She asked if I wanted to try to get a cycle in but I told her I couldn't because I was over the weight limit by 20 pounds. Long story short, she got approval for me from the group to do the IVF procedure even though I am over the weight limit. So I start on birth control pills today to get ready for my IVF cycle in December, starting a low calorie diet on Monday to try and get some of the weight off before the procedure for my own peace of mind to give myself the best odds of success. Fingers crossed this works and I get a BFP since I won't be able to try another round most likely.

Good luck to everyone still trying, I really hope you get your BFP's soon.

[XXforhubby]

OMG Tfahn! This is really good news! I have such good feelings about this! I am hoping and praying that this does the trick!

Well December is the cut off for me. We made an appointment for my DH to get a vasectomy. I want to be done. We will keep trying until then though. I'm feeling more at peace and content with our family. Some acquaintances at my DS2's preschool are pregnant and one had a baby last week. I am genuinely happy for them, and I haven't had the least bit of envy or broodiness! While I'm not quite at the point where I feel like I'm glad it's not me, I am no longer negatively effected by other people being pregnant or giving birth.



[emoji170]DS1[emoji1379], DS2[emoji602], DS3[emoji577][emoji170]
[emoji166]One last pink sway in 2016[emoji166]
My Ovulation Chart

[tfahn]

Thanks XX, I really hope this works too I know with my age egg quality will be an issue so hopefully I have some good ones in there yet.

Glad to hear you are getting to be more at peace about not having another child. Fingers crossed for you until the big V.