Abundant April 2ww

[AshFind]

Oh mommamia I'll be thinking of you! I can't wait to get your results! I've been trying to stay calm but it is so hard!! How many times have you done iui? I couldn't even imagine getting to that point


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[momamia4]

So DH's sperm count was much lower this time, which makes sense given this is the 4th day in a row of ejaculating, and less than 24 hours since our last bd. Pre-wash his count was 48 million. Post-wash the count was 33 million. His motility was great at 80%! Hopefully 1 sperm will be able to do its freaking job!!!

Ash, this is my second cycle of iui. It's really inconvenient. I've read of women doing like 10 cycles of iui. I would never be able to do that!!! It's so time consuming. My doctors office was running 45mins behind schedule today!! Then after they finally took me back, I had to lay there for 20 mins after the iui. It seemed like forever!! I wish they would have told me when I got there that they were running behind. I would have gone pee and gotten a coffee from the Starbucks in the hospital, lol! Just one more iui tomorrow and then I never have to do it again!!! Yay!!

My Ovulation Chart

[AshFind]

GL mommamia I'm hopeful for you!


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[momamia4]

Thanks Ash!

My Ovulation Chart

[IWant4Kids]

Sorry to keep you waiting, BFN so I'm out. My fevers really could have been to blame as they were so high. I think fertilization occurred but no implantation. Good news is that I'll still ovulate and test during April!! So I can stick around


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[AshFind]

So sorry Iwant4kids what a bummer I don't like bad news it gets my hopes down ☹️


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[momamia4]

Sorry Iwant4kids!! Hopefully next cycle will be the one for you!

[AshFind]

Sky is up next.... bring us good news!


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[Pbn3]

Sorry I want4kids what dpo are you?

Ash I'm loving those jumps in temp on your chart. Looks like how my bfp chart in November started! Its the temps from 6dpo'ish onwards that count but I think sometimes the first few days temps can be promising which in your case it looks it to me!!

My chart looks very ordinary but this was first cycle taking clomid later so I know it messed with my temps abit... will have to see what happens over next few days but its hard to feel excited when it looks so crappy lol!

Yay for iui number 1 momamia 😀 are you sure you don't have a couple cycles left in you? I can hear in your words that your exhausted for sure but it still sounds like you and dh haven't quite come to terms with stopping. I say this with love and understanding ❤ it's taken me almost a year (11 months) to finally be ready and at complete peace to stop again. I don't know what I'll do if I get a bfp and miscarry again, I think this is why I'm so ok with moving on as the uncertainty of a healthy pregnancy if I do get a bfp is always in the back of my mind......

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[momamia4]

Yay for iui number 1 momamia �� are you sure you don't have a couple cycles left in you? I can hear in your words that your exhausted for sure but it still sounds like you and dh haven't quite come to terms with stopping. I say this with love and understanding ❤ it's taken me almost a year (11 months) to finally be ready and at complete peace to stop again. I don't know what I'll do if I get a bfp and miscarry again, I think this is why I'm so ok with moving on as the uncertainty of a healthy pregnancy if I do get a bfp is always in the back of my mind......

Yes, I'm sure. The threat of miscarriage is the exact reason I want to stop. I have no idea if I'll ever have a healthy pregnancy again. I definitely need to take a lot of time to focus on me and my kids. I've spent so much time, energy, and money ttc for the last 2 years. It's been the main focus of all of my thoughts and plans. I'm tired of it. We might NTNP eventually but I'm definitely not going to be opk testing, temping, or following any message boards. As much as I care about all of you ladies, it's just too hard to come on here and see all of the women who now have babies (sometimes more than 1) in the time I've been trying. It's just too emotionally draining for me. I have other things in my life that I want to accomplish and have put on hold while we've been ttc. I'm ready to actually finish those things. Now that my first iui is done, I'm feeling more at peace. I know that we've put everything into this cycle and have exhausted all of our options. If it doesn't happen this cycle, I'll be ok. We've also already decided that DH is getting a vasectomy at age 40. That's 5 years from now. What will be, will be. I'm done thinking about it.