Abundant April 2ww - Part 2

[AshFind]

So sorry netti and max for dh not being on board. I had to get mine to agree because I had to get my iud out. I just try to keep it all low key he knows I bought a mound of tests but I'm trying not to show the emotional side of this to him because that's what usually makes him break and ask me something like "well why aren't you just happy with us" not that I've heard hat a time to two !


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[netti02]

Ikwym Ash. The only thing that keeps me sane is the fact we haven't had permanent forms on contraception yet.

DH hasn't booked for anything and neither have I. I hate talking to him about it as it leaves a big dampener on us and DH likes to blame himself for only being able to give me boys.

Part of my heart is saying its HT or nothing. Im not sure how Id feel if I was expecting again and the anxiety leading up to finding out.

I don't know. Hoping there's a miracle out there somewhere...

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[Lolabelle]

Wow, thank you all for sharing your stories! I am so sorry for your losses pbn, srg & Moma! I can't even imagine and admire your strength-truly inspiring! All that you've been through & yet you still manage to help others. Fx sooo hard that this last cycle makes all of your dreams come true!!!
Maxim-somehow I missed your story when I posted. Fx you get your 3rd little princess!!!!
AFM, my story is very simple. I always wanted twins, but instead have 2 rambunctious & adorable boys 19 months apart...might as well be my twins All of you were here for my for my first CP & I TRULY appreciate the support! It's sad enough losing the hope & dreams of what could've been, but absolutely can't imagine losing a baby further in pregnancy or after meeting your precious baby!!! I seriously would cry the "ugly cry" thinking about all of this right now, but luckily my friend Zoloft helps me keep this under control lol. IRL, many see me as happy & positive...while this is true, I have major anxiety...the what-ifs that keep me up at night. I really don't like feeling dependent on meds, but just a small dose really does wonders! This group is a wonderful way to help each other through the hard times & celebrate the happy news!! Thank you all!!


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[Lolabelle]

Moma-thanks for the encouragement! Not happy to hear that you had early nausea, but happy to hear that it is possible! I spoke too soon and threw up 3 times in a row this evening and feel a little better. I never had nausea until about 6 weeks with my boys, so I have convinced myself that it's too early to feel this way & it must be a stomach virus....


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[momamia4]

I'm sorry your not feeling well, Lola. I hope it is pregnancy related!! Ginger pills help me with nausea.

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[AshFind]

Bfn tonight ladies. Bought more frer geared up for the next few days and I will try not to waste them in the evenings


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[momamia4]

Ash, I'm sure it's just because it's so early

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[Pbn3]

Sounds like a plan Ash. I think you'll have a decent squinter tomorrow morning!! Hope I'm still awake when you test! I doubt it though, will probably be my midnight 😂😂 fx fx fx!!!!

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[AshFind]

Let's see pbn it will be in about 9.5hours. I'm thinking it's a good thing it's completely negative tonight so hopefully it wasn't just an evap line. I did tear it apart again so I could compare. And an hour after ripping it apart lol there isn't a line like this morning. So scared to test in the am I think I've jumped the gun on this one


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[Pbn3]

Oh yay there's a chance I'll be up then! It will be 10pm here but I usually get up for the toilet about 11pm so if I fall asleep early I'll check in then 😉

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