Boy no 4. coming. I cannot stop crying

[Momof3boy]

Hi

I was planning to do HT cycle back in Feb. My doctor removed my UID, and I was so unbelievable unlucky, that a sperm cell survived the cupper and just implemented just after the UID was removed. My period never came and I had a positive test, when I was planning to start the cycle. I was 100% sure it was my girl and there was a big meaning with it. However i have just found out from the early blood test (Pernorama) that it is another boy. I cannot stop crying. I never wanted boys, I just wanted to have a girl. Now I will have 4 boys and all hope is over. 4 was a big starch for us, and we was only going to do it for the girl we have been dreaming about.

I went to the 12 week scan and the doctor said it is even clear from the scan it is a boy. The test i 99,5% sure so there is no hope. I dont want to fint the same baby cloth once again and once again be sad very time I have to look for baby stuff and only can look in the blue side of the store. I dont want to pick yet another boy name. I am so sad and of course the doctor said everything looks perfect with him.

[atomic sagebrush]

I commented more in your other post but I did want to send huge (((hugs))). This is never an easy situation and this is such an unbelievably unusual set of circumstances that it has to be just utterly heartbreaking.