Jaw Dropping June 2ww - part 2!

[AshFind]

Glad you called max. Hopefully they'll order bw so you can figure out why this keeps happening


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[Lolabelle]

Max-hope this gives you some answers!!!! Keep us posted!!!!

[Shannshaff]

Oh Max ((HUGS)) I am so so sorry to see this. I was so hopeful for you. I have heard that with Clomid, it is taken the earlier days for more eggs, but later for better quality and a stronger O. I am praying for you for this Clomid cycle! Hang in there!!!

[TtcBlue18]

Ash, I didn't even take a picture this morning because there wasnt even anything to squint at lol. I'll wait 2 days and take my last first response on Saturday with fmu. The dizziness only hit me for 2 days, it was gone the day following the pink spotting. I read online a lot of women experience dizziness about a week after o that can be associated with implantation. Unfortunately I found nothing about whether or not the dizziness usually subsides after implantation or not. I'm going to try not to get my hopes up because the more I convince myself this is it, the more I slack on he diet. I would hate to blow all my progress just to find out that I've m not conceived.

Max, I'm so sorry. It must be terrible to see lines that won't darken and be left to wonder. I hate this for you. I hope the clomid will help you like it does for so many others. I think I would maybe start waiting to miss af before testing, as not to get false hopes and avoid the heartache.. that's just my own personal view, I dont want you to feel like I'm telling you what to do or anything. I just hate seeing you go through this. How many times has this happened? I'm still praying af does not arrive for you! Sending you !

[TtcBlue18]

I found this neat calculator that tells you what day you can get a positive hpt based on all your personal cycle info. I guess every pregnancy starts of at a different level of hcg at implantation, and there's no way to know what yours might be. That makes a big difference when it comes to the rate that it doubles.. and if you have one little piece of info wrong in the calculator (like o day) that sets it off too. But I just thought this was so neat and seeing it all laid out like this really helps me to understand why early testing can't usually detect the pregnancy.. Just thought I'd leave the link incase anyone wants to try it.

Implantation Doubling Simulation Calculator | WhenMyBaby

[maximbella]

Thank you guys, appreciate your thoughtful comments! I spoke with my RE and she wants me to come in for labs as well as an u/s after I O next cycle to measure my lining. She said that could be part of the problem - possibly having an egg fertilize, but the lining is too thin to fully implant (?). She also wants me to take femera instead of clomid in case there is an issue with my lining. I think this equally sways pink, so that's good. I feel good knowing that I'll have some more testing and have a medicated cycle, but I can't help but be upset that this is happening again. And now my girls will be 6 & 8 when/if a baby is born. This month would have been a 7 year age gap instead of 8. I know that's meaningless, but I already feel it's a huge gap and the whole process is messing with me a bit.

TTC, sorry about the negative. I might hold off as well next cycle until 14dpo...

[Lolabelle]

Max-so glad you're going in to your RE next cycle, but sorry you're going through this! I'm excited that she's recommending femera for you instead! This is what I was hoping my OB would prescribe-it has less side effects & sways pink too! Although multiples are possible, there is less of a chance!! Don't worry about the age gap, your daughters will be the perfect mommy's helpers!! This is going to sound silly, but I always wanted twins, but since I have 2 close in age & one more on the way...I say, at least I won't have an empty nest with kiddos leaving at the same time after high school haha! You won't have an empty nest right away (some parents get excited lol, but I'll be sad) ��

[TtcBlue18]

That's good news, Max! I bet this will make the difference for you. Fx!

Lola, that's me..I will be so sad when all my babies leave me within a few years of each other.

[maximbella]

Lola, thank you....that is such a good point! Especially now with my little one graduating preschool, I would so love to do that again but have a lot of time in between then. Love your frame of reference for things! Thank you...

Ttc, I'm sooo the same way! I think I'll always need some type of baby at home. I'll have to get a bunch of dogs when the kids are all out of the house. [emoji23]

Want to see something that just breaks my heart??? This is my husbands text to me this afternoon. I don't think you're supposed to tell people your birthday wish, but nonetheless, I love him for it!




https://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/24dd4d

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[AshFind]

Awww max how super sweet. Have you told him about the tests? I'm sure it's not easy for a man to understand I think they either believe your pregnant or not. No in between. Glad you'll be getting lining checked again hopefully this is the problem. Can they give you meds to make it thicker?


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