UK SMOG Wannabes - November (moved from PL)

[littlemisswilko]

Thanks Kell but we already have a train table - and I'm trying to get rid of it because it takes up so much room and is always piled high with other toys instead of railway track! That's a good bargain you've found though

LMAO, We too have the train table but the one that is in Argos and i agree its always piled high of other toys. And the track isnt used and pieces are missing!

[littlemisswilko]

Thanks Doulamama, im going to see my midewife wednesday and discss things with her, just thinking of my ds1's birth make my stomach flip! horrible. I didnt have a drip, just a gel thing on my cervix, once in the evening and another 12 hours later, i didnt have him until 9pm that night with no pain relief. The midwife was horrible, i was crying and begging for an epidural but because the delivery suite was full i was told she was more than capable to deliver me in the labour ward and they moved everyone else out, she basically told me that i got myself pregnant and that 'this is what happens' in labour. My dh took her outside and had a go at her after that. Ds1's heart rate dropped, i was jabbed with a needle and cut open! After his birth she told my dh how i was her star pupil blah blah, i wont repeat the words that ran through my mind!! Then i was put on the ward and left with my baby who i had no clue what to do with, i was 20. I rang the buzzer a while later and asked for a bottle to feed him, and was told 'the bottles are down the corridor'!! THEN the next morning at 8am dh came in and he was told off because he wasnt allowed to visit until 3pm!!! i ended up getting out of my bed very sore after all the stiches and taking ds1 down to the day room to see dh! I hated every second of that place and that will haunt me forever as i couldnt bond with my baby :-(((
Anyway ds2's birth was perfect, laboured at home, got to hosp at 6cm, got my epidural, he was born and everything was perfect :-)
Come on ds3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!

Sorry for yet another rant haha.
We are off out to a firework show soon, trying to do as much with the boys as possible this week bless them x

Your experience with DS1 sounds terrible Petal! What an awful midwife to talk to you like that. Good job your Husband stepped in for your defense! I dont know about them only letting your DH visit you only during visiting hours but here your DP is allowed to come and go as he pleases!

[littlemisswilko]

awww deaks! im gutted for you! I really hope your little bean sticks! Ive never suffered from a chemical pregnancy, so dont really know much about them but will google it. I dont blame you for going straight into A&E after your doctor talking about eptopic pg as that would scare the hell out of me too. got my fingers and toes crossed for you hun! Hiope your DP is being supportive for you!

[Kell]

Deaks I'm so sorry your going through this, I hope you get to the bottom of it all! ((hugs))

Lol about the train table, hmmm maybe it's not such a good idea then! I'm going to sound awful here but it's really quite good! We have decked out our cupboard under the stairs (Harry potter style lol) and the kids toys are all in there, the door is in our living room so Charlie comes and go's getting his toys out so us having the table in the livingroom wouldn't be to bad I don't think, I'll have to have a think!

Petal hope things are on the go for you!!

Charlie lol! I'm super forgetful! Can I still blame baby brain if I've not been pregnant for nearly 3 years!

Well we went to a wedding reception last night! It was lovely to spend time with friends while the children were at their auntys!
Only problem is I've had a SERVERE illergic reaction to my super expensive makeup, and now my eyes look and feel awful! They are super swollen top and bottom, really red, and it almost looks like acid burns on my eye lids, I have open wounds which are oozing! I look delightful!
I'm going to have to hibernate for a while and lay off the makeup I think, they are going to have to scab over and heel, I hope it doesn't take too long

Must get on and clean up! Have a great day!

[deaks66]

Still bleeding though cramps have subsided a bit. Weird thing is my ic bfp is darker today. Mind you it was so so faint yesterday. But today it came up very very quickly and a tiny bit darker...the kind of faint line you don't even question. Is this because hcg levels continue to increase for a bit during miscarriage? Just wish I knew what to do. Doctor is going to call me back very soon. Can you still be implanting but get a bfp at the same time? Think it probably wishful thinking.

[nuthinbutpink]

I think you need to be seen by a doctor and only time will tell what is going on. Many of the HT gals, including myself, have red bleeding- quite a bit sometimes- well into the first trimester. It can just happen. I hope you figure out what is going on.

[littlemisswilko]

Kell - Your allergic reaction to the make up sounds terrible. I hope you stop using it as continuous use could cause damage and scarring!

[littlemisswilko]

Still bleeding though cramps have subsided a bit. Weird thing is my ic bfp is darker today. Mind you it was so so faint yesterday. But today it came up very very quickly and a tiny bit darker...the kind of faint line you don't even question. Is this because hcg levels continue to increase for a bit during miscarriage? Just wish I knew what to do. Doctor is going to call me back very soon. Can you still be implanting but get a bfp at the same time? Think it probably wishful thinking.

I dont really know what to suggest deaks! i agree with what Atomic said about early tests are more of a curse than anything. Because if you hadnt of tested at all you would think Af would have started. I hope the doctor calls soon and can put your mind at ease! Let us all know what the Dr says xxxx Thinking of you xxxx

[littlemisswilko]

Sunset- Nice to here you've arrived back in England nice and safely. Hope your starting to feel alot better.

[littlemisswilko]

lavenderlime - hope everythings okay! You've not been on in a while! hope your coping with the diet etc. Have they collected the playhouse yet?