VITEX Time!

[Butterfly Spirit]

Butterfly, I've always heard if the line is there, then the line is THERE! Congrats, I hope it keeps getting darker!!!!

I'm so nervous to believe it though. Maybe I'm chasing an evap line that I ironically never get .. lol

[coocoobananas]

Good luck tomorrow! I stupidly tested and not a suprise bfn appeared! I am going offline after Sunday I really need to think about things! I thought this whole thing of swaying was bringing me clarity but in fact I still feel the same! I know that because when I got the bfn I was deflated but while we were dtd I was literally afraid it would happen!
I wish I could afford and feel ok with ht... But I don't! I want it to just happen, but who am I kidding?!
A lot of soul searching and I may be back! Maybe with a new username:foreverindecisive!!!

[Butterfly Spirit]

Good luck tomorrow! I stupidly tested and not a suprise bfn appeared! I am going offline after Sunday I really need to think about things! I thought this whole thing of swaying was bringing me clarity but in fact I still feel the same! I know that because when I got the bfn I was deflated but while we were dtd I was literally afraid it would happen!
I wish I could afford and feel ok with ht... But I don't! I want it to just happen, but who am I kidding?!
A lot of soul searching and I may be back! Maybe with a new username:foreverindecisive!!!

But wait, did AF come? It's not over till she crashes the party! Maybe it's too early! With my second DS I didn't test until 2-3 days after AF was late, and even then... the line was barely and I mean barely there! Sometimes it takes 3-4 days to build up. So do me a fave and don't give up hope until then okay?
As for me, I feel bad I even brought up the ghost line. It isn't getting any darker at this point. But oh well.. I am excited to take Vitex again. I laugh at myself now because I even said to Atomic.. "I find myself just wishing that AF would come just so I can take Vitex again!" Maybe I got my wish ha ha ha Original AF was due on the 22 or 23.
I've been doing some thinking lately too, and I' know that hanging out here will only make me more swaysessed! So after this cycle is over I probably will take a little break and try to chill out too, and that sure isn't easy at all because I LOVE coming here and spending time talking to you wonderful ladies. And I will come back when I get my BFP.
I do know that we can do whatever we put our minds to, and I believe you can too! Maybe a break would be good though because relaxing is what will lower that testosterone.. I laughed the other day and I asked myself.. HOW am I supposed to relax without stress with two little boys!?!?!?! bahahahaha oh well. We do what we can right? Another good thing is.. I've heard only great things with tricking your body that you aren't trying to conceive anymore.. or ladies that actually give up and it finally happens! No matter what, just be positive, I do believe in the law of attraction, and until menopause happens..you have that chance to conceive!!!

[Babyy Love]

But wait, did AF come? It's not over till she crashes the party! Maybe it's too early! With my second DS I didn't test until 2-3 days after AF was late, and even then... the line was barely and I mean barely there! Sometimes it takes 3-4 days to build up. So do me a fave and don't give up hope until then okay?
As for me, I feel bad I even brought up the ghost line. It isn't getting any darker at this point. But oh well.. I am excited to take Vitex again. I laugh at myself now because I even said to Atomic.. "I find myself just wishing that AF would come just so I can take Vitex again!" Maybe I got my wish ha ha ha Original AF was due on the 22 or 23.
I've been doing some thinking lately too, and I' know that hanging out here will only make me more swaysessed! So after this cycle is over I probably will take a little break and try to chill out too, and that sure isn't easy at all because I LOVE coming here and spending time talking to you wonderful ladies. And I will come back when I get my BFP.
I do know that we can do whatever we put our minds to, and I believe you can too! Maybe a break would be good though because relaxing is what will lower that testosterone.. I laughed the other day and I asked myself.. HOW am I supposed to relax without stress with two little boys!?!?!?! bahahahaha oh well. We do what we can right? Another good thing is.. I've heard only great things with tricking your body that you aren't trying to conceive anymore.. or ladies that actually give up and it finally happens! No matter what, just be positive, I do believe in the law of attraction, and until menopause happens..you have that chance to conceive!!!

Hmmm tricking the body that you aren't TTC huh you don't say?? and just how do you do that? Sometimes I actually feel like giving up or taking a very very LONG break from all this
Maybe we ALL need a spa day

[atomic sagebrush]

If you don't go overboard on sway tactics that require a lot of attention, you CAN trick yourself into thinking you're not really even TTC. I didn't do anything that required any efforts on my part beyond following a diet and then taking vitex. I never had to stress about when to DTD or what jelly to use, etc.

[Butterfly Spirit]

UPDATE>>>>>>>>>> BFP LADIES MY BFP!!!!!!! Yes, pregnant and had a full blown AF.. I'm your proof! Hubby is livid and won't help me take a pic of it. I took another internet cheapie and this time there was a actual line you could see.. So I went to the dollarstore and got one of those cuz they always work for me..

IT'S A BFP AND I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mama always WINS in the end hehehe . . .

[coocoobananas]

Congrats! That's awesome

[Butterfly Spirit]

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We have a great point and shoot but for some reason it won't take pics of tests very well at all.. But you can still see it! Today is Cd 31!
Hubby left the house, he's SOOOOO pissed.. hehe
I win, and I get my Christmas baby to top it off YAY! I hope it's my Princess! I was hoping to conceive in April or May since the Chinese Gender Calender says GIRL so We'll see!

[Butterfly Spirit]

Congrats! That's awesome

coocoo, it will happen for you! KEEP up the Vitex!!!!!

[coocoobananas]

Thanks! It's funny cause I had had some vino last night and this morning I was thinking...what the heck did I write on that forum last night lol!!
Just got back from a baby shower for 2 baby girls...didn't even think about how I would feel til I got there!! Gagged back tears so scared to get pregnant and be the end of any dream if having that!