February 2ww

[yogi&booboo]

Thank you b'mommy & leebug

Leebug my dh was very much like your DH at the beginning and would say the meanest stuff saying he never wants to have another girl. I had to wake him up and make him smell the roses. I told him would you rather have a sick child or a girl or none at all. He finally got the point and very well i see from how he took it recently. Men are like onions you gotta peel them slowly. My Dh is very open with his feelings. He very sentimental and cries when we see movies lol I get teary eye but he goes all weapy and sobby. I told him i need to know how he feels so now hes very open about our plans thank goodness. Good luck girl you are almost there!

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[Leebug]

Yogi-DH actually apologized to me tonight for being such a d*ck so that was nice.I'm just afraid about this month because we only got ONE attempt in & I'm thinking it was 2 or 2.5 days before I actually ovulated.I feel so torn.I just don't know if I even want a BFP now.We would both be devastated if it was another girl.I know that sounds horribly ungrateful.I'm just being honest.
Bmommy- GL tomorrow! Don't forget to update us! We will be waiting for some good news!

[b'smommy]

Hi everyone! So I tested this am and saw the faintest shadow of a line with a FRER. My husband did not see anything. But I swear, I take these tests so much I know where the lines would be. There is a shadow there, I saw it after the 3 min time and it is still there but such a squinter (like you have to hold at an angle up to the light, I could not see on a picture).

I really hope this is not a evap line. Should I test again tomorrow or wait until Sunday if I don't start AF before?

[MIka1104]

Sounds great, b'smommy! If you have the tests to spare, you should test again with fmu. FX!!!!

Also, I really really hope you get your BFP this time Leebug!
I truly understand where you are coming from. I never realized how hard things could be with ttc. I just thought for sure I'd have one of each sex and wouldn't have to worry about things like this. I definitely had to make my peace with having another girl before ttc this time around because the anxiety and disappointment would be far too great. My little sister just had her first dd (after she had a son a few years ago) and now I'm having mixed feelings about having a daughter all over again. Anyway, at least I can say that I've done all I can this time around.

[Leebug]

Mika-me too.I always thought I would just have 1 of each.I guess if I had wanted a perfect sway & not put myself through this worry I sholuldve just waited a month when DH wasn't going away.no ones fault but my own.

B-Yeah!!!!! I needed some good news! First off my dh NEVER sees a faint line.men are clueless! I would wait until Sunday.hcg usually doubles every 2 days.if u temp & its still up on Sunday test with FMU.I HATE wasting tests! GL!

[b'smommy]

Thanks Leebug and Mlka! I am not getting excited yet since it was such a super squinter. Funny about your comment with DH not seeing line, I didn't even feel like he gave it a good look (men!). While I have prob. looked at it again 1000 times in every type of light, lol.

Just FX like crazy that this is not a evap line, hoping since it is a name brand it is not. We have been TTC since the end of 2012 but did have a MC in 2013. Anyone else had a very very very very faint line on a FRER and turned out to be a BFP?

It is going to be so hard to wait until Sun (I should be about 14 dpo then) but would rather wait and give the hcg time to double like you said Leebug (if it's there).

[Leebug]

B-I KNOW IT! its such a b*tch waiting!fxfxfxfxfx!

[lyngostar]

Well I tested again today. Bfn!! Hope it is a bfp for you b'smommy. ��

[Mrs_Incredible]

I buy IC tests 30 at a time to Poas as early and often as I want ... Then get line eye looking at them from every angel! Xx

[lyngostar]

I shine my phone's torch through the test to see if I can see anything. Lol. Still no line though :-(