Dec 2015 TWW/Testing

[Pbn3]

Thanks ksmom and hopper!!

Magical just in case your popping in from time to time I was wondering if you were still trying this cycle naturally or are you holding off ttc until ivf next month?

[Nann3r]

It is hard to see in that pic. It's def there you could see it better in person. Couldn't get a good pic cuz I'm trying to keep it a secret from DH that I'm getting lines lol. So I had to take a pic in our tiny dark bathroom

[Nann3r]

Here's a negative. Hopefully you can see it a little better. Still insanely faint. Really praying it gets darker. I'll keep you all posted!

[Nann3r]

Well I think they were all just too faint. I think I'm out this month. Had pink discharge just now. No full blown AF yet.. But I wouldn't be surprised if this turned into AF.. super angry. I was so hopeful. I guess we'll just try next month.

[Pbn3]

Nann dont give up hope yet! I'm sure it was Mammacass who had bleeding around the same dpo from memory last month and a few days or so later got a really strong bfp! I have everything crossed for you!

[ksmom]

Aw Nann I'm so sorry! Do you think it was a chemical then? I swear I saw a super duper faint line on the FR. You're not completely out yet though. Mamacass had bleeding around this time and she's definitely pregnant! I have my fingers crossed tight that it's just harmless spotting. Any cramping? Hopefully you'll get a darker line tomorrow.

lol Pbn just realized we posted the same thing about Mamacass around the same time.

[Nann3r]

Thanks so much. This is the first real attempt I've ever done. With DD we just pulled the goalie and waited for AF to not show. Wasn't charting, temping, recording anything. So it wasn't stressful. Now it's just so exhausting.. So the idea of charting again , temping again, and timed attempts and 2WW is so daunting

[Nann3r]

Maybe a hair of cramping? I can't tell. I had brown tinges of blood last night, no bleeding all day today. And then tonight I had pink in my discharge. No flow yet.

[ksmom]

I know how you feel Nann! Each time I had my losses, not only was I sad but I thought 'great now I have to start all over again'! The TWW sucks and waiting for O to happen sucks too. TTCing is hard, especially with swaying in the mix. I'm to the point now where I feel like if I get pregnant again, it'll just be yet another loss which I know is terrible way to look at it but I can't help but be pessimistic. So sorry again Nann!

[Nann3r]

I'm only 2 months into ttc.. Idk how some of you women do it month after month. You're all so amazing! I can't even keep up with all this what would cause bleeding like this?