TTC Girl - January 2012

[pinkin2011]

So today i am 15!!!! days past o Got a bfn.. I just had to test. This cycle is taking forever!!!! And i know its because my mind is tricking my body because I was so desperate to get a bfp. My body reacts like this if i change routine or anything so i think its due to the stress of ttc. Anyway I am not going to ttc in feb but will be trying hard in march I will also be doing what rainbow said and will be compressed f/r without d/h knowing ha ha ha evil!!! and I will use rephresh and also will be having more then one attempt over o i just want a bfp so bad.. I will be here watching and reading and cheering you all on!!!

Katie I cant wait to see your bfp pic on here!!

[Mochagirl]

I'm soooo paranoid about my sway! We DTD all together 6(!!) times because I got all whigged out about my lack of positive OPKs and confused about when I was due to O but I didn't want to miss out this month.

Your attempt sounds very similar to mine. We ended up dtd about 6 times because I was so scared I was going to miss my surge. We dtd twice in one day once too - I think it was the day before we were due to leave on our trip and I was worried we wouldn't get any more attempts in (though we did).

I used rephresh too, though not much - only 1/2 an applicator every 3 days, and I was using antihistamines + had been on the diet and lost all the weight I gained in my brief pregnancy and more. I've been second-guessing my sway as well, so I know how you feel. Let's try to be confident together that we did the best we could .

[pinkin2011]

just had to add raibow you said about compressed f/r .. you didnt say to be evil about it!!

[Mochagirl]

Sorry your body's playing tricks on you, pink.

[pinkin2011]

Its sooo Hard isnt it!! Its long enough waiting even if your cycle is regular

[xokatietatie]

Hey ladies... sorry I haven't been on very much. I still have not tested. I'm feeling like this isn't my month though. I had a tiny bit of blood when I wiped earlier. I don't know what to think. I usually spot just a little the day before I actually start, so I'm just waiting to see what happens today. Part of me wants to wake DH up and ask him to go buy a test but part of me wants to curl up in bed and just sleep through AF (that I think is coming).

Thanks for all the kind words. It means a lot to me.

[xokatietatie]

I forgot to add a little story from today...

This evening, my dad and I went to see my niece in her school play. It's about 45 minute drive to get to her school from where we live because my sister lives north of us. I was feeling pretty down about the tiny bit of blood from earlier, but I wasn't about to say anything to my dad about it. On the drive home we got to talking about this new baby at our church, and how sweet she is... and my dad just kept going on and on and on and on about how much he adores babies. It made me want to be pregnant so badly. I know my mom has lectured me about how having another baby would be stupid, but I know she and my dad would eventually be thrilled for us. I wish so badly I'd get a BFP now, but I can't help but think it isn't my month.

[pinkin2011]

Katie so sorry that you saw blood there but it could be a good thing?? Implantion blood maybe??

[rainbowflower]

just had to add raibow you said about compressed f/r .. you didnt say to be evil about it!!

sorry, not sure what you mean?

[xokatietatie]

Katie so sorry that you saw blood there but it could be a good thing?? Implantion blood maybe??

I don't know. I'm a little crampy. I just feel like AF is coming.