Confused/losing hope

[Violet_]

I'm just trying to work that out but I would say you are possibly 8 or 9 days dpo? Does that seem about right? I do think it's quite likely this is a pregnancy and that hcg will continue to climb. Let's hope so anyway. This uncertainty period is not fun for you. You poor thing.

[harleyquinn]

Thank you Dreamofpink...its just gets very emotional over time when you go through this over and over and I think I put alot of pressure on this cycle because feeling ready to just move on and put the baby dream away. So more important than ever, ykwim...and it just seems every loss compounds all the others and you just want to scream.

[Violet_]

I just did the digi and the others within the last few minutes. So digitals only register a 20? I was hoping it was higher and my hcG was really a 70 but somebody goofed...I just don't know

I had 2 m/c in between the boys, the rest have been since then but a real streak over the last 2 years (including my 12 week old baby in October) which was by far the hardest. I apparently have blood clotting issues but I can never figure out if that is the problem, why I have 4 healthy children. They say levels can flucuate over time so idk.

I'm not too sure what hcg digitals register but I 'think' they would have to be 'at least' 20 to show up positive? I could be wrong. I don't imagine a 7 would show up as positive, but then if your hcg was 7 yesterday and they double every 24 hours? I think, then it your levels could be around a 20 by now. Seems they are increasing? Which is a great sign.

[harleyquinn]

Thank you Violet, I think after these positive tests I can relax a bit and just pray pray pray like crazy

[LacePrincess]

Oh boy, those are definitely positive. And I'm pretty sure you would've O'ed last Wed or Thurs, putting you at 9dpo today.

If that's a Clearblue digital, the published sensitivity is 25miu. No store brand will advertise lower than 20miu anyways. Even the 'early' IC's say 20miu.

I dunno what to tell you, but I'm so sorry you're getting mixed results. I really hope you get some clear answers one way or another in the next few days, limbo stinks.

[nuthinbutpink]

Hoping it's just really early.

[black&gold]

You can't deny those + pregnancy test! It seems very unlikely you'd get a positive with several different brands - something has to be off with the bloodwork... it doesn't even make sense for that NOT to be the case.. my fingers are so so crossed for you!!!

[harleyquinn]

I know...I so totally agree.

My lines are usually very faint and you have to squint and they don't get darker, but I was SO happy yesterday that I got a BAM positive, I thought things would go better this time. They still can...just the damn lab went and rocked the boat!!!

Have you tested at all Mrs Blakely? Still wondering what will happen with you

[black&gold]

I know...I so totally agree.

My lines are usually very faint and you have to squint and they don't get darker, but I was SO happy yesterday that I got a BAM positive, I thought things would go better this time. They still can...just the damn lab went and rocked the boat!!!

Have you tested at all Mrs Blakely? Still wondering what will happen with you

No, according to FF I O'd on Monday so I'm only 4DPO so I won't be testing for a while.

Hopefully you can figure something to get your labs rechecked!!

[harleyquinn]

Darn it...only 4DPO? I got lost with all the temping. I only speak opk.

I am a total bad influence but can't you just test and see??? Maybe your hcg is a 7 too! LOL I hope you get a bfp at some point this cycle. FX