Well I have had my 13 week scan and have posted nub pics - http://genderdreaming.com/forum/ultr...you-guess.html.

I don't know if I feel better or worse, I remember watching the baby move and I fleetingly thought I saw a penis (I think I imagined it) but it gave me so much hope...I think I will be crushed if it turns out to be a girl.

Well there is only a couple of weeks until I can have a gender scan, I must say I am looking forward to knowing once and for all so I can put the demons to rest and move on knowing whatever will be will be.

I pray for acceptance and know that I will love my baby regardless of what is between its legs.