And this is why I don't want anyone to know we are TTC.

[QueenB3blue]

Ever since Friday I have been going crazy. I started to think of all the things I could be doing differently for my sway. Exercising closer to 90 minutes, skipping my morning coffee, having DH abstain......
I seemed to calm down Saturday but then my boobs started feeling really sore. And I am like, o geez! You are pg!!! First month trying. Then last night I dreamt that I had a baby and it was a boy!!! I just tested with a cheap internet test and I swear I see a line. I am freaking out!! I know I should be thankful if a am pg because it takes some months and months to conceive I just think I would feel more comfortable about my sway if it took a couple months TTC.

I will test again tomorrow with fmu. Now I am hoping that my snl was having some weird sixth sense moment and I am pg with a daughter.

Here I am venting again!

[kitkat18]

Queen b, totally normal to over analyze your sway I think we have all done it! Could have eaten less, excersized more etc etc!! Just think how different your lifestyle was as to conceiving boys and there is no perfect sway as its life and stuff happens!!
It took me four cycles to get pregnant and I dropped stuff along the way in order to get a BFP so in some ways you are very lucky you caught the egg first time HEAPS of ladies have got girls first month ttc good luck and crossing my fingers its your wee girl XXX
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[QueenB3blue]

Queen b, totally normal to over analyze your sway I think we have all done it! Could have eaten less, excersized more etc etc!! Just think how different your lifestyle was as to conceiving boys and there is no perfect sway as its life and stuff happens!!
It took me four cycles to get pregnant and I dropped stuff along the way in order to get a BFP so in some ways you are very lucky you caught the egg first time HEAPS of ladies have got girls first month ttc good luck and crossing my fingers its your wee girl XXX
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Thanks so much kitkat!
It was so weird how I felt when I first found out I was pg. I really thought I was going to have an anxiety attack! I feel much better now. Still a little anxious but exciting to be adding to my family. I think it is just when swaying we work so hard on getting our bodies to favor the right gender. Then once your pregnant there is nothing you can do anymore! It is kind of like when you are overly tired from a crazy day but you go to bed and can't sleep because you can't shut your brain off all you want to do is relax and get some rest but your brain won't let you.
I know I have done all I can. I just hope I can keep my head quiet so I can enjoy this pregnancy

FX for you also!!

[kitkat18]

Honey I hear you!! Its our marthaness and also the fact we have worked really really hard and soooo desire one gender hoping we both get lucky!! Xx
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