Pessaries a must??

[janse]

Well I can't work out if I am 2 or 3dpo, but I am waiting to see what happens.

If I am not pregnant, no amount of expensive and kinda gross pessaries is going to change that.

[atomic sagebrush]

totally with that and personally I think it can be heartbreaking for people because they start having pg symptoms due to the progesterone, get all excited, only to have BFN and AF.

[janse]

Progesterone test came back today at 33

[The Anchor]

Progesterone test came back today at 33

[janse]

And happiness is gone.

Bloods today were neg and progesterone down to 31. When I mentioned progesterone being 33 only two days ago, she said that was the lower end of normal

They are wanting me to start pessaries tonight and come back on Saturday.

I came down with PND just before my youngest turned 1. Struggled through that medicated for 2 years. When DS was around 2, I started asking about having one more. He just turned 4 and DH agreed about 8 months ago to try again.

Guess I could have spend 3 years without birth control. Now I want to get pregnant, it isn't happening. Universe gave me an out today as DS hurt himself at daycare and I needed to pick him up. He wasn't hurt that bad, but it meant I could cry at home without work knowing what was happening.

It is just getting harder each failed cycle and I feel like I am disappointing DH. Esp seeing his SA was great.

Plus I told my workmates that we were trying- 2/3 kids were one or two cycles before BFP so of course they are excited thinking it will happen each month Plus 4 staff members in my section of 10 are expecting babies.

Just makes you want to give up and second guess all my decisions re progesterone.

[atomic sagebrush]

I totally understand, but I stand by your decision as that is what evidence based medicine indicates was the correct one.

I am thinking of you and hoping for good news if not this month then very soon.