Not happy!!! :(

[1moregirl]

Thanks Atomic. Yep - I totally get it. I guess one more month wouldn't hurt, and I do have the pressure starting tomorrow of getting 2 kids to school on time (our little girl is starting school) and I guess that last thing we all need is me stressing as well about our one attempt at pos OPK (which will be sometime this next weekend - and would be perfect since it's a new moon) and then I worry about having morning sickness and trying to get them to school on time or worse, having a miscarriage and interrupting our little girl with just starting school. God, now I'm sounding like a total pessimist aren't I? Also, are you sure I should be taking just 100mg of the ubiquinol? I've just seen some ladies being recommended to take 400 (not that I could afford to do that as it is damn expensive stuff)? Anyway, thanks for all your advice. I really do appreciate it. I will just play it cool this week and concentrate on my kids and school and just see what happens with the rest I guess. It may be too soon to expect him to jump at BD without protection once on the weekend. It may take a little bit more time and I have to find a way to be at peace with that instead of stressing that time is ticking by and wasting away. I guess another month might not make that much of a difference? I slept in this morning and our 3 year old came and sat next to me on the bed and said, "are you sick Mummy? You got another baby in your tummy?" I just laughed. How beautiful are children and the things that they say? I am certain that if I'd entered motherhood at a younger age I would have maybe 10 kids by now. I have loved every single minute of motherhood.

[atomic sagebrush]

Worst first thinking is not uncommon in moms of all or mostly boys.

I already replied in your other thread where you answered this but the ubiquinol 400 mg is what is recommended by REs for people who are going HT. I usually use 100 and yes, it is ghastly expensive and no magic bullet anyway.