Faint period-type cramps 4-5DPO

[Pbn3]

How does your chart look today 1moregirl? 9dpo right?

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[1moregirl]

Quite good thanks pbn3. A slight rise this morning at 9DPO and I went and bought some HPTs this morning just in case, though will hold off doing one for as long as possible. I have also had ferning today and yesterday on saliva microscope which I don't usually get now if AF is on her way. fingers crossed.

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[Pbn3]

That certainly is looking good! You're very good for holding off testing! I used to tell myself every cycle I would wait but I was hopeless lol and would always test early

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[1moregirl]

Thanks Hun. I just hope it all works out this time as don't know how I'll be if another loss. And yes, I'm not usually that patient either when it comes to peeing on sticks. Comes with the territory I guess doesn't it? Will let you know how I go when I test? How are you going yourself Hun? Xx

[Pbn3]

I'm good thanks. Just waiting for my cycle to kick back in. I still had a faint but obvious positive on an frer yesterday so hcg is definately on the way down. Cant wait till you test!!

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[Pbn3]

Did you test this morning?

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[1moregirl]

yes PBn3. And got a BFN. Not even a hint of a second line. I have been such a cranky bitch these last few days and not a single ounce of patience at all. I just yelled at the two boys for misbehaving. I was sooooo sure I was pregnant yet maybe I do just have a UTI after all and that's why I've been feeling soooo tired and crappy. I thought we were meant to be more fertile after a loss? This f---Ing sucks big time and I am sooooo over it. It's just an emotional rollercoaster. Last cycle I got a BFP at 10DPO and last year I got one at 9DPO. I first tried to use a FR digital early detector one and the bloody thing didn't work. Clock thing didn't come up at all to show test was working and got a blank screen, then did a normal FR and no second line at ALL and I feel so empty and gutted, even though I promised myself and told myself that I would NOT get my hopes up. Maybe I should just quit and give up and admit defeat. I have prayed my heart out, tried thinking positively about it and for a big fat bloody nothing.

[Pbn3]

I'm so sorry 1moregirl. It is still early but I'm guilty of admitting defeat seeing a bfn at 10dpo so I understand how you feel. Just try and get thru today and regroup for tomorrow morning. Take it easy and let's see what tomorrow brings xxoo you know you can get pregnant and if goldie didn't come around this cycle there's every chance she could next cycle

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[1moregirl]

Thanks Pbn3. I had just 'felt' pregnant though you know? And for my chart to have been looking soooo similar to my other 2 BFP ones....Argh! The initial disappointment is a killer, it really is. And I worry so much that I have uterine scarring from last year's D & C and need a hysteroscopy, otherwise if I do get pregnant again it will just not implant properly and result in recurring miscarriages. Or I probably need to stick to SMEP, like I did last cycle, which did result in a BFP. Thanks for listening and for your support and encouragement. I would've had similar due date to that of last year's pregnancy and my little girl if this cycle had've been a BFP you see, so it makes it all the more disappointing.

[Pbn3]

Hugs and I hope tomorrow brings a bfp and agree your chart looks so promising.

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