My mom knows my feelings about her... in 2006 she gave me a birthday card but instead of saying something nice she blamed me for everything wrong in her own childhood to her current problems. I should have known something was wrong because that was the first card she ever gave me. I have not talked, seen, etc her since. My boys were born in 2008 and 2010 and she has never met them, held them, or I have never even told her anything about them. What she knows about them is from my brother or sister. In 2009 I told my bro, sis, and dad that if she ever shows up at my house or walks up to me for any reason I will release all my feelings on her face... TMI but because of her years of verbal and physical abuse, the torturous abuse she let her sister do, and the few times her boyfriends beat me... Good thing about no contact with her is she can never claim Grandparents Right because she can't prove that I wanted her in their lives and my WILL stats that she is unfit and I don't want her ever know my kids.

I still can't bring myself to burn a doll maybe the clothing they are wearing since she made them. I would give them away in our play group but I am afraid I will see them again. Maybe when I go to Las Vages for Thanksgiving I will drop them off somewhere.

... Sorry for all the details but I can't post stuff like this on facebook for my family to see. They have their own issues and don't need to hear mine.