Sick Of Swaying

[Flava]

Thanks for blue dust! DH said he don't want me to be sad so we can try but Jan. is the last one. At first I said no I don't want to just because he feel sorry for me but he said no and we try bla bla .he even went to store with me to buy more sups .I really need a bfp asap now!

[Flava]

But I keep my 4 pink heart pic because that is what I have anyway for now!

[gizmo77]

i hear ya soon. i have always worked hard to be in shape as i gain weight pretty easily esply with fatty meats and carbs. altho im eating healthier now, im eating more frequently and more good fats. but fat is fat. i felt this exact way you do only after one attempts and being on teh diet about 4 mos. it is very hard. nothing fits. ive been avoiding going out and seeing friends. TONS of ppl have already asked if i was pregnant (bc they are not used to seeing me like this). i mean i feel disgusting. i just wear PJS all day. even my baggy clothes arent baggy anymore when i go out. i hate that there are holidays coming up and i just KNOW ppl will be thinking, oh she s pg but just not saying. i hate it. i hate the WEIGHT gain the MOST. thats why my goal is to just get pg FAST FAST FAST. im sorry :-(

[TTC5]

Gizmo that is me too!!!!

[soontobesix]

i hear ya soon. i have always worked hard to be in shape as i gain weight pretty easily esply with fatty meats and carbs. altho im eating healthier now, im eating more frequently and more good fats. but fat is fat. i felt this exact way you do only after one attempts and being on teh diet about 4 mos. it is very hard. nothing fits. ive been avoiding going out and seeing friends. TONS of ppl have already asked if i was pregnant (bc they are not used to seeing me like this). i mean i feel disgusting. i just wear PJS all day. even my baggy clothes arent baggy anymore when i go out. i hate that there are holidays coming up and i just KNOW ppl will be thinking, oh she s pg but just not saying. i hate it. i hate the WEIGHT gain the MOST. thats why my goal is to just get pg FAST FAST FAST. im sorry :-(

I could've written this post myself Gizmo. I'm dreading the holidays for the exact same reason you said. It doesn't help that I have an overly nosy Sister in law that always examines my midsection for signs of pregnancy... I'm not kidding. So here I am much heavier than anyone is used to me and still not pregnant... should be fun! Ugh! DH told me to go off the diet last night (I've been having extreme mood swings and I've never struggled with moodiness). I don't think he likes the "new" me But I can't just give up after all these months of hard work now!

[soontobesix]

i hear ya soon. i have always worked hard to be in shape as i gain weight pretty easily esply with fatty meats and carbs. altho im eating healthier now, im eating more frequently and more good fats. but fat is fat. i felt this exact way you do only after one attempts and being on teh diet about 4 mos. it is very hard. nothing fits. ive been avoiding going out and seeing friends. TONS of ppl have already asked if i was pregnant (bc they are not used to seeing me like this). i mean i feel disgusting. i just wear PJS all day. even my baggy clothes arent baggy anymore when i go out. i hate that there are holidays coming up and i just KNOW ppl will be thinking, oh she s pg but just not saying. i hate it. i hate the WEIGHT gain the MOST. thats why my goal is to just get pg FAST FAST FAST. im sorry :-(

I could've written this post myself Gizmo. I'm dreading the holidays for the exact same reason you said. It doesn't help that I have an overly nosy Sister in law that always examines my midsection for signs of pregnancy... I'm not kidding. So here I am much heavier than anyone is used to me and still not pregnant... should be fun! Ugh! DH told me to go off the diet last night (I've been having extreme mood swings and I've never struggled with moodiness). I don't think he likes the "new" me But I can't just give up after all these months of hard work now!

[gizmo77]

i am defly not giving up till i get pg after all this weight gain. i would MUCH rather sway girl!!! but honestly i this point i dont mind a 3rd girl. maybe thats what this diet is REALLY for...to change your mind about the sway and make you realize thegender you have is fine. ;-)
yea everyone will defly be examining my midsection too.
dh is just asking me to cut out one serving of something and that will help. im grateful/lucky he is "putting up" with it for NOW.

[atomic sagebrush]

I"m sorry! I wish I had a magic wand that could fix these struggles for you guys. If I didn't believe with 100% of every fiber in my being that this will help raise your odds of blue significantly, I wouldn't tell you to do it!!!

[atomic sagebrush]

I could've written this post myself Gizmo. I'm dreading the holidays for the exact same reason you said. It doesn't help that I have an overly nosy Sister in law that always examines my midsection for signs of pregnancy... I'm not kidding. So here I am much heavier than anyone is used to me and still not pregnant... should be fun! Ugh! DH told me to go off the diet last night (I've been having extreme mood swings and I've never struggled with moodiness). I don't think he likes the "new" me But I can't just give up after all these months of hard work now!

Higher T can cause moodiness, so that is actually encouraging. I hate it too though because I know I'm this raging b-- sometimes and it's almost like I can't even control it.

[Indira]

maybe thats what this diet is REALLY for...to change your mind about the sway and make you realize thegender you have is fine. ;-)

so true!