January 2WW

[maidentomother]

Missy, welcome and fx you see a BFP tomorrow!

2boys and (hopefully?) KTF, big congrats on your BFPs. I know you both have been through a lot to get your much deserved, hopefully healthy & girly pregnancies.

XX, I hope you're feeling better today?

tarasue, I am also particular about potential due dates, for multiple reasons including astrology and my own seasonal issues (I have SAD so no Jan/Feb babies for me). I know it's not up to us but I can't help trying to at least aim for al Fall baby. Good luck with clomid too, I am jealous! I do think it will help make a strong egg as well as strongly swaying pink.

Ladies, my mother from whom I've been estranged for several years now, just died (apparently on her 70th birthday, eerily enough). We had a very difficult relationship and she hurt me very badly (lies, betrayal, slander thefts of huge sums of money leading up to our estrangement and even after I cut off contact), but I am really sad bc now there is no chance she will ever change and become a true mother. It was unlikely, I knew that with how increasingly psychotic she became over time, but I still kinda hoped. My biological father died this past summer very suddenly, but he had severe alzheimer's for several years and we were never close. My younger brother is being a complete asshole, he is starting to remind me very much of our mother in his behaviour, he's emotionally manipulative, selfish and ungrateful, too. I am just so fed up with him and his recent attitude toward me (all sorts of BS comments bc I refused to talk to mother on her deathbed).

[XXforhubby]

Missy, welcome and fx you see a BFP tomorrow!

2boys and (hopefully?) KTF, big congrats on your BFPs. I know you both have been through a lot to get your much deserved, hopefully healthy & girly pregnancies.

XX, I hope you're feeling better today?

tarasue, I am also particular about potential due dates, for multiple reasons including astrology and my own seasonal issues (I have SAD so no Jan/Feb babies for me). I know it's not up to us but I can't help trying to at least aim for al Fall baby. Good luck with clomid too, I am jealous! I do think it will help make a strong egg as well as strongly swaying pink.

Ladies, my mother from whom I've been estranged for several years now, just died (apparently on her 70th birthday, eerily enough). We had a very difficult relationship and she hurt me very badly (lies, betrayal, slander thefts of huge sums of money leading up to our estrangement and even after I cut off contact), but I am really sad bc now there is no chance she will ever change and become a true mother. It was unlikely, I knew that with how increasingly psychotic she became over time, but I still kinda hoped. My biological father died this past summer very suddenly, but he had severe alzheimer's for several years and we were never close. My younger brother is being a complete asshole, he is starting to remind me very much of our mother in his behaviour, he's emotionally manipulative, selfish and ungrateful, too. I am just so fed up with him and his recent attitude toward me (all sorts of BS comments bc I refused to talk to mother on her deathbed).

Oh Maiden! My heart goes out to you! Try your hardest to not let your brother get you down. Remember he is grieving, and this often brings out the worst in people. Try your best to make peace with your mother. I know this may be hard, because of her passing, but it will help you to heal from it all. Oddly enough, we don't need to reconcile a relationship in person with someone, we can do it on our own and it can be the easiest. I had to do this with my biological father, since I have never known him, and he is not in my life.

I pray for you. This is a hard blow, but I know you can get through it in time. Be easy on yourself. 😘


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[tarasue]

So sorry for your loss maiden. I hope you find peace and comfort in such a difficult situation.

[keepthefaith]

Maiden I'm thinking of you loads. Xx

[MissyMc7]

So sorry for your loss maiden. Illness and death of family members can bring out the worst in people. In the last 2 years my family has been completely torn apart by it.

Tarasue I know how you feel. I was swaying for my first pregnancy as I wanted a girl but after all the m/c's I gave up caring and just wanted a healthy baby. Did everything my specialist said including some things which sway very strongly blue and got my beautiful daughter anyway. So I hope the same happens for you. Do the best you can on the diet and together with clomid I think you've still got a good pink sway.

As for me I tested last night when I got home from work at 1am and again this morning at 7am. Both times a second line appeared within 20 seconds of dipping the test in (using ic's) but it's not very dark so now I'm worried as I googled feint bfp at 16dpo and every story I read turned out to be a chemical. Don't know what to think? Haven't told dh yet as he said if I have another m/c we're not trying again and I should just be happy with what we have.
I'll try and figure out how to post a picture later if i can.

[MissyMc7]

Okay hopefully the attachment works?

[MissyMc7]

Okay so what do you think? Too light for 16dpo? Doomed to fail?

[XXforhubby]

Could you try a FRER? I do see a faint line, but I had this happen with DS2. I didn't get a true positive until 21dpo!!! FX for you! Plus AF has not come yet so that is a good sign!!


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[Boom]

Okay so what do you think? Too light for 16dpo? Doomed to fail?

That's a positive. Don't lose hope xxxx

[MissyMc7]

I don't know if we have FRER in Australia?