Due Dec 2016 Jan/Feb 2017 part 2

[chocolate]

I'm sorry you didn't hear girl, pinklady.

I feel such a jumble of emotions. I am certain this is another boy and I want to cry. I know I will love him and he will be an amazing addition to our family but I so wanted to have a girl. And I feel stupid about it because it isn't just a girl but my whole image in my head of what she would be like...which is craziness.
We told our boys last weekend that there was going to be another baby in January. My ds1 immediately jumped to the conclusion that it would be a boy (how could it not be!?) But then he said to my ds4: "In January, you might be a big brother!" And I said, no...he is a boy...he will be a big brother. "Well the baby could die." My ds1 replied. And I've been doubting myself so much since then. The boys are happy being the 4 of them, what are we doing? Even though I know the likelihood is boy #5, I can't stop wishing and hoping a miracle will happen and we will have a girl. I feel like we made a mistake. Like I made a mistake because dh was content with 4 and I convinced him we should try one last time.
I likely won't know until September, if I get the guts to find out, because the ultrasound techs aren't allowed to say anything here. I will have to wait till my next appt. So it is silly to be stressing about this all. Sigh.

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I know the feeling, I keep having doubts too if Ive made the right decision but then I see photos of newborn boys and imagine the sibling bond and how 4 years will fly by and before we know it they will be in school together X

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[Beautifulrainbow]

I'm feeling guilty about the age gap not about having another child. By the time this baby starts school my eldest prob would have left school. My middle will be in a different school and my youngest just about to go up to that different school so this little on will be on his/her own in school

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[chocolate]

Same here, will be 4 and a half years between this one and the next one up so hope if its a boy he doesnt feel left out but im sure the older ones will include him. If its a girl ill feel bad for so many brothers lol

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[Beautifulrainbow]

There is 4 1/2 years between my 2nd-3rd but they managed to be in the same school together still see each other lucky but it's 5 1/2 years between this on and my now youngest but that extra year is going to make a difference by the time this little one starts full time school.

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[chocolate]

Yeah guesa mine will have 2 years at school together but its not the same aa my others who are 2 years apart. Maybe they will enjoy the space, who knows!

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[chocolate]

Maybe we should have another after with a 2 year gap lol

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[Beautifulrainbow]

Maybe we should have another after with a 2 year gap lol

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Haha nope no more for me what ever the out come. Maybe 4 years down the line I will be singing a different tune lol if I could afford more children is keep going I love being pregnant I love baby shopping I love babies

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[Babygirlquest]

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[Raezodal]

I'm feeling guilty about the age gap not about having another child. By the time this baby starts school my eldest prob would have left school. My middle will be in a different school and my youngest just about to go up to that different school so this little on will be on his/her own in school

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By the time this baby starts school, my oldest will be in grade 11 so almost done school. My saving grace is it is a k-12 school so all the kids will be at one school.

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