November Chit Chat

[Indira]

Oh Mocha, I can´t believe this, I am so so sorry

[Out of the Blue]

Oh, Mocha...My heart is in my throat. I am just in disbelief and it's like someone just punched me in the stomach and I can't breathe. I am so sorry. Know that you are in my T&Ps. I wish somehow that my words could bring you some peace.

[tweedledeedum]

Oh, no, I'm so so sorry to hear this, Mocha. There are just no words...

[zanacal]

Mocha - I'm sat in the car outside the school and I logged in to check on you. I'm devestated for you, I really can't believe it. I don't know what to say, really I don't. I'm sending you so much love at this awful time. I'm so sorry xxx

[DoulaMama]

Oh Mocha I just can't believe this is happening to you. I am so sorry you have to go through this pain Its just not fair! You are in my thoughts and prayers and I hope you recover and heal, easily and quickly. Tons of love coming your way, M xoxo We are here for you~

[begonia]

Praying for you Mocha.

[purplepoet20]

I'm so sorry Mocha. It is very hard because you fall in love so fast. Wishing for the best in the future!

[Mochagirl]

Thanks everyone for your kind words. I've had several good cries and am trying to look to the future to help myself heal. We're definitely going to TTC again - I'm just trying to decide whether to do it right away or wait a couple of cycles as my midwife recommends (I'm leaning towards waiting for one period before TTC). I'm dreading going on the diet again. I think I'll wait a week or so since I'm sure I'm super low on iron already after all that bleeding, so it's probably not a good time to start starving myself. I'm back up to 123 lbs after being 109 when I conceived (I was 128 pre-diet), so I want to lose some weight before TTC.

Although last night was very traumatic, at least I had a sense it was coming. It would have been worse to go to my 12 week u/s next week with no doubts as to the health of my baby and see no heartbeat. I also feel blessed that I already have 3 beautiful, healthy children. Hugging and cuddling them is helping a lot.

[Glittergirl]

Mocha I am so sorry for your loss. I don't have the words, but those of us who have had a loss can relate to your pain. Take time to heal. We are all here for you, thinking of you and your family.

[Glittergirl]

Thanks everyone for your kind words. I've had several good cries and am trying to look to the future to help myself heal. We're definitely going to TTC again - I'm just trying to decide whether to do it right away or wait a couple of cycles as my midwife recommends (I'm leaning towards waiting for one period before TTC). I'm dreading going on the diet again. I think I'll wait a week or so since I'm sure I'm super low on iron already after all that bleeding, so it's probably not a good time to start starving myself. I'm back up to 123 lbs after being 109 when I conceived (I was 128 pre-diet), so I want to lose some weight before TTC.

I'm happy you are not giving up and going to try to conceive. I conceived this baby the cycle after my miscarriage and Atomic told me it sways pink. I kinda stopped the diet and just tried to get pregnant as I was very down and depressed about my loss.