Uk SMOG Wannabes ~ January

[chocolate]

Hi everyone, hope your all ok, Deaks I hope you get a positive over the next few days, not out till af comes!


Im exhausted, this time of day is awful for me, and DS2 aged 3 and a half had me up in the night a few times then DS2 woke at 6am .......... sooooo tired, this pregnancy best blinking stick for all this lol. Seems a weird thing to say but I miscarried at 13 weeks before so its a long time to go through the symptoms to end up with nothing ifuswim?

Im also doing my school choice for DS2 which is draining, its between a tiny school 11 to a class, or a bigger one 30 to a class - but I worry about if he goes to my origional 1st choice of the smaller one, will he find secondary too big as used to such a tiny school so maybe its best to settle him into a bigger Primary school now while he is more adaptable. Seeing them both Monday before sending in my choice, hope I have a confident answer then. So have my scan at 8am that day and then a school visit at 945 and 11am, busy morning! At least if its bad news I wont have much time to think on it I suppose.

Thats as much as I can write, feel like I could nod off sitting upright lol

[Kell]

Deaks I'm sorry hun, I wish I could say something to help but we all know the feeling, fx for you xx

Lmw- cant answer the ms comment I'm still going, altho there's a few nice days in between, hope it eases for you soon! Nice one having help from the oh cleaning! I can only dream!

There's a lotta tiredness here today! I'm shattered, but I slept like a log last night! Didn't wake at all, if Charlie woke up he didn't make enough noise to wake me at all!!
Feeling very emotional today, no reason for it just quite tearie!!

[Lavenderlime]

Afternoon,

Deaks I hope house hunting goes well for you, Love house hunting. Hope you find something that's just perfect!
I really don't know what to say about the tests. Can the progesterone alter your HCG levels do you know?

Well I've decided not to attempt this month. I haven't been taking all my supliments for the last week as I ran out. I've ordered more to arrive soon. Also i've been picking on chocolate far too much this week and I had breakfast today a slice cake (I know WTF). I then ended up chuking the rest of the cake in the bin. I've just been feeling really crap fell out with DP and just don't feel up to TTC let alone swaying and TTC this month. PLus if I did get a BFP would't feel great about it as I've been so strict before now (lost 3lb over xmas think that must be a first in my whole life) just don't want to sway unless it's 100%. So will just bypass this month. and attempt in Febuary.

Sorry to hear about all you sick and tired ladies. Hope you all feel more human soon.

[zanacal]

I've just realised this thread isn't a sticky - I'm on to it now!!

[charlieispy]

chocolate - i felt exactly the same hun - i actually said to DH if something goes i dont think i could do it again x with our MC i was so so poorly and 10wks - i was gutted no only to MC but to have gone through 1/4 of a pregnancy too x FX for a healthy sticky bean hun symptoms sound good though

[littlemisswilko]

it must be horrible having a mc, i myself have never had one thank god but i can empathize with you girls! all that planning and then its snatched away. it must be very hard the further the pregnancy!

lavenderlime- if you dont feel like swaying this month then that is definitely the right decision for you. especially if you have been doing everything strict the last few weeks! Hope you and your dp can make up again! i hate it when we have arguments but i carnt sulk for too long because he knows how to make me laugh!

yayyy its finally been made a sticky! hated having to look for the thread when it wasnt!

Good news about sunset. Little Serena has been discharged so hopefully sunset will be out soon, so not long till sunsets back at home and telling us about her little miracle!

Hope everyone's okay! sorry for no more personals but you know how it is! our group just seems to be getting bigger & bigger but i often think what will happen when we have all had our babies will we just disappear and get on with our lives or will we still be on here twittering on with the next generation of smog wannabies!

[indigoviolet]

Im exhausted, this time of day is awful for me, and DS2 aged 3 and a half had me up in the night a few times then DS2 woke at 6am .......... sooooo tired, this pregnancy best blinking stick for all this lol. Seems a weird thing to say but I miscarried at 13 weeks before so its a long time to go through the symptoms to end up with nothing ifuswim?

I am just the same....it is so hard. I'm terrified of loosing this one, partly because of the heartache/ grief etc but also because I really feel I have struggled so so much with the m/s and if it were for nothing I would be gutted. With my m/c, it was a missed one and I found out at the 12 week scan, one feeling was total anger that I'd gone through all that sickness and just had to start again.
I'm sure we will get through this and all will be well with our babies, try not to worry but it is good to talk. ((hugs))

[indigoviolet]

Oh deaks, ((((hugs))) this is so hard, we are here for you hun. You are not out yet, hang in there

[chocolate]

Charlie and Indigoviolet - glad someone else understands, felt a bit selfish to be moaning about the hard work of being pregnant for nothing in return instead of crying over the loss of a dream ifuswim ......... I started spotting 2 days before my scan so thankfully never had to endure that scan, that would have been much much worse for me. Like my friend recently, the miscarriage was physically awful, passing out if I tried to get up etc. maybe its because Id already had a child so my body reacted differently, my friends dr told her if its like that we should have gone to hospital. Anyway, Im feeling oddly calm about this pregnancy, I think I stupidly tell myself if I miscarry then it means I wont be pregnant around DS1 starting school so have something positive to grasp onto, and also would mean having a break and ttc again over summer.

Lavenderlime - enjoy the month off ttc, and hope the next month is the one for you!

Hope tomorrow brings some good news for you Deaks. I think if it were me and I was considering what to drop, I think I would drop the timing as thats the least important sway factor as long as you take sudafed or something and lower PH - would give you the same result as O+12 in the sense of little ewcm and lower PH. Hope this is the month for you though

Kell - my OH said I was snoring the other night and he said he heard our son whine and I stopped snoring and went quiet and then our son went to sleep so I started snoring again, he said he couldnt believe that I dont actually 'properly' sleep. Ive always said I sleep with one ear listening and now he knows what I mean lol. Fingers are crossed for a good nights sleep tonight as Im knackered but then wake up evenings, very odd!

[maybebabythree]

Not a good day here. I can hardly breath right now due to dave his head in my chest I think he is streched out full length. Kicking me in cervix I had to stop and gasp in pain picking my son up from school I can't belive my waters didn't go. I feel so yuk then my friend who three kids told me how hard life is with three. Got me quite upset. Dave is supposed to my blessing not a curse. Feel a bit better now though. One kid makes your life harder but we still have them. Besides when it gets to much I can escape to work! Youlovely ladies talking about your losses put things into prospective. Still I wish dave would just turn the right way up and leve my cervix alone!