TTC Girl - February 2012

[sis4O]

I'm sorry Suregena. I am just as down. I have almost every pg symptom possible which makes my bfn this a.m. annoying to say the least.......more like gut wrenching. I don't have time on my side. I'll be 41 in a couple of months. I could be testing too early as my opk's didn't turn positive until last Wednesday and oddly have continued to stay positive even now. I fell off the diet wagon BIG TIME. True confession.......I bought a chocolate heart donut at Dunkin Donuts yesterday just to lick the vanilla frosting out from the middle. What is wrong with me??

My chest hurts, they look like they always do when pg. I've had crazy dreams. I " feel" pregnant. I think mother nature can be cruel at times. I won't test again until Sunday. I'm not even sure of when I o'd. We dtd lots of days so I guess I'll wait it out a bit more but feeling less encouraged this morning. If I were only a bit younger I wouldn't feel as depressed. I'm that crazy girl holding the HPT to the window willing a shadow of a line. Just sad all around!

[KraizyDaizy]

Sorry about bfn, suregena. Hope next month is better!!

So, I have a new theory and I don't know if it is even possible. I am wondering if instead of my pain and swelling in the ovaries last week and the ob said that was ovarian hyper stimulation, if that was when I actually ovulated? That is the ovulation type pain I usually have, I had cm, and as of now I still don't have a period and am not pregnant. I did get a smiley on the 15th, but if I really ovulated around the 15, 16, or 17th I should have gotten a period by now. Is it possible to get a surge then not ovulate for that long? If so I am pissed that I missed O yet again and another freakin month wasted on clomid. But the more I think about it the more I think that is what happened.

The one thing I do remember when I was on Clomid a few years ago was the roller coaster emotions and excruciating O pains, so I think you were actually Oing when you were having so much pain. I am on CD11 and have just had a few twinges of pain so far, but I think I have a few days till I actually O.

[littlemissnaughty7]

sis hun i still think its way to early for you to get a BFP yet hun dont get down stay positive,

amari your welcome lol, and that could very well have been what happened, my sister was soooooooooo ill with OHSS she was in hospital for ages, they say it can kill you !

suregena hun could it be that your body is ovulating now ? do you have any opks left ?

[prayforprincess]

oh, suregena...I thought for sure. You cycle was so wacky, maybe you did miss it somehow. I don't see how you could dtd 6 times around o and not be pg...you must have missed it. It's still early and you have not gotten your af yet.....I don't know. Its a waiting game.

So, my af is due tomorrow. Can't wait to start and be on cd1!

[Out of the Blue]

looking at your older charts by your longest luteal phase AF is due today?

Yeah...my cycles have been crazy b/c I just got them back right before I became preg last summer and then they're crazy again from the m/c. My LP ranges from 11-15. I think FF is wrong and I'm actually 16-17dpo today and still no sign of AF. I guess I'll have to visit my OB-GYN next week to get things checked out in hopes of an Ovulation this month... I don't think I've got any control over my body anymore, lol.

Hope you're doing well, Rainbow! Whatcha eating these days??? Do share so we can live vicariously through you, lol.

[Out of the Blue]

OOTB~ I am praying for you that you get a BFP next cycle- would be great to be done with the swaying when your family comes. Come on AF (or BFP)!

Thank-you! Hoping my body cooperates and AF gets here soon!

17 more days for you....

[Out of the Blue]

Can I get some of that too?? I'm in the same boat! What's going on here?!

I know! WTH is going on??? It's sooooooo frustrating, isn't it!?! Any sign of AF yet for you? I usually can feel it coming on but there's nothing on so I'd be surprised if it comes today or tomorrow. Sorry you're in the same boat too. LMN7, I guess you need to give our bellies another talking to!

[Out of the Blue]

Anyone have plans for Valentines day?? We CAN"T eat ahhhhh... I'm thinking maybe I can go with DH for a massage and decaf coffee LOL...everything else involves food!! Then his bday is right in the middle of our attempt. I'm going to get him to hold off on going to dinner as long as I can....

V-day will be hard swaing-wise...It's DS2's B-day so there'll be lots of goodies involved. I may make it a cheat day

A massage and decaf coffee doesn't sound bad at all, H&D!!!

[Out of the Blue]

Well my cycle is officially screwed! Looks like AF is about to start and I am only 10DPO. WTF? I won't even be able to sustain a pregnancy with cycles this crazy.
GL Suregena. As soon as I finish work, I will be checking in!

Jeeeze...these crazy cycles are just continuing for ALL of us... Sorry, Peony! Hoping things are better for you next cycle...

[Out of the Blue]

Suregena, HUGS, HUGS AND MORE HUGS... I'm so sorry...it's so darn frustrating, isn't it!