Dec 2015 TWW/Testing

[Pbn3]

Hi pinkin! Welcome back! I know its alot of money but imagine the peace of mind!! Best wishes for this cycle!

[purple]

Are you doing clomid pinkin?

Tfhan, I still think cd20 so 2dpo.

This week I'm trying to enjoy that I'm not pregnant! We are experiencing a heatwave at the moment so it has been over 40 the last few days with no change until Sunday (that's 104 for you guys in the US). It's a bit unusual for December.

[Pbn3]

Are you in SA purple?

[purple]

Yep how did you guess? Nowhere else in the country/world is this hot at the moment

[Nann3r]

She's having a boy.. This sucks I hate this... I cry every freaking time someone around me gets a boy.. I did a count. I know 13 people who had babies since DD was born.. 11 were boys and 2 were girls... I've had to relive this 11 times in 8 months.. I'm exhausted.. This makes 12... I'm so tired of crying...

[Nann3r]

I'm sorry I'm venting cuz I have no one else to vent to.. /:

[purple]

It's ok Nann you can vent. Is it her first? Is it possible she wanted a girl?

It is hard seeing others with what you want and wondering why not me? Try to keep positive as you might be pregnant with your boy soon. Swaying stats on here for boys are so high so you have such a good chance that you will have a successful sway!

Having said all that I'm still super jealous of my friends who just got a girl without trying but then I remember how awesome DS2 is and I wouldn't swap him for anything!

[Nann3r]

It is her first. They didn't care- though I feel like everyone has a preference.. Some stronger than others of course. The stats are encouraging for sure. And my lifestyle is 180 degrees from when I conceived DD.. So I much more boy friendly. Night and day from a year ago. I just have this sick feeling that I'll just never get that boy.. Even if the stars align and I do everything right.. Mother Nature, God, karma whatever is going to just give me girl after girl after girl. Regardless what I do.. I'm terrified [emoji20]

[Nann3r]

Sorry to be Debbie downer over here.. I say all this knowing you all truly understand my pain.

[Pbn3]

Huge hugs nann! Definately know how you feel only about the opposite gender! Us boy mums feel like we can only produce boys and you girl mums feel you can only have girls!