My chart after O - please God let this be IT!!!!

[Katt2275]

1moregirl, I hope you get your bfp soon! [emoji4]

[1moregirl]

Thanks Katt. Me too. I get butterflies every morning at 7 when my alarm goes off for me to take my BBT. I can only begin to imagine what couples go through when they try for years to achieve pregnancy and find its not happening.

[MrsGoodies]

Another nice temp jump today 1moregirl...... I am getting exciiiiiiiiiiiited!



Maybe you can post another overlay....i think they are reaaaaaalllly close....whoo hoo!

[1moregirl]

Here's the overlay chart MrsG. I'm not getting my hopes up yet. I took my BBt at the usual 7am time this morning, but I did have to get up at 2am to tend to our little girl who was having a coughing fit (the joys of winter) and she ended up in bed with us, so maybe this higher temp is down to an extra little body squashed into our queen size bed. lol! I am having some lower back pains this morning (almost feels like a UTI coming on). I must admit though, that I found it really really difficult to not feel a little bit excited this morning when I read my BBT. It would be quite amusing, to say the least, if I did end up with a BFP after all the trouble I went to yesterday to collect and deliver DH's semen sample. Had to drive a half hour in busy traffic to get to a private hospital that was filled with rough, strange looking people that totally creeped me out. Lol!

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[1moregirl]

Feeling down today. Chart not looking so good any more.

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[Pbn3]

1moregirl your chart looks fine. Your temps are still well above coverline. Fx for testing day!!

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[MrsGoodies]

If you do the overlay you will see the small dip you had on 8 dpo before. So far they look identical.... Keep the faith!

[1moregirl]

Going to doctor tonight as have had a killer sore lower back today. Plus going to pee a lot. Think I might have a UTI. A few times I have need to go at 4am but I've held off due to taking my BBT at 7. Got a long weekend here this weekend being Queen's birthday. Will be nice to have my older two kidlets at home for extra long weekend. Have a nice weekend everyone and good luck for your testing MrsG.

[1moregirl]

Yes doc thinks I have a bit of a UTI so have started an antibiotic this evening. He also did a pregnancy urine test (even though I told him I'm only 8DPO) and it was negative. Got DH's SA results back and everything is fine there, so clearly the issue is me - and I did feel a bit envious of DH for some reason, with his fertility in tip top condition, whilst mine is progressively declining. Anyway, I'm really starting to think that maybe it isn't happening for me for a reason. I am always up and down about getting pregnant again and often find myself with cold feet, like I have got tonight. Considering I am already an anxious person, I'm really worried that pregnancy would make my anxiety worse and I'm not sure if I really want to go there again (constantly worrying if I'm going to bleed and/or have a miscarriage). I have three children, 2 boys and one little girl in the middle. Maybe I have been wanting a baby because my baby is going off to kinder next year and I don't like the idea of a quiet, empty house each day or going off to work. I have loved the last 7 years of being a SAHM and having my kids around me and I hate change. I would LOVE another baby but I don't think I'm strong enough to endure a pregnancy, emotionally speaking. I have been in turmoil with this topic for soooo long now and I just can't find peace with it. I just don't know what to decide. I have been soooo extremely lucky having my children at an older age (36, 38 and then 40) - and having had these babies born healthy. Maybe I should quit while I'm ahead? I'm scared to death of having another miscarriage and possibly haemmoraging again. I think I might go and get some counselling on this issue to help me in my search for clarity. Sorry for rambling ladies.

[MrsGoodies]

Sounds like a good idea 1moregirl. Once you get pg there is no turning back so, You need to be 90% sure you want another baby before carrying on (i wont say 100% because no one is ever 100% sure).

It is normal to have fear, doubt and anxiety after a loss and the odds of miscarriage are the same as a live birth so 50-50 the older women get. But I will keep trying...i've rolled tails 3x in a row...perhaps it is time for heads?