Pos OPK......eeeeeeek!

[1moregirl]

Thanks Atomic. Do you have those mood alterations around O every cycle or just sometimes? I don't seem to have it every cycle but when I do, like this time....it was awful. Just terrifying! My biggest fear is that it's going to get worse the closer to menopause I get. Anyway, since yesterday I was feeling back to my usual self, we did get a BD in last night. And probably will again tonight as well just in case O gets delayed or something. I've still had a bit of wetness down yonder so who knows? Yet the ph of it this morning was lower than it was last night when I took it so maybe O has already occurred now. OMG! Just did another test this morning (not first morning urine) and it's still bloody positive. Holy crap! How long is this going to go on for? It makes me worried that I'm not going to O at all or I have some sore of hormonal imbalance going on that's causing my anxiety and the delayed O? Or, maybe just the anxiety I had has delayed O? Either way, this is a right pain in the arse. Now I have had 5 days in a row of positive OPKs. Should I be worried? I'm trying hard not to freak out but I just feel like crying.

[1moregirl]

I only have one more OPK test left but will use it this afternoon and see if there is a difference. This is soooo frustrating.

[1moregirl]

Also, the strangest things have been happening lately. Last weekend we discovered a gorgeous little nest in our backyard with 2 perfect little white eggs in it (from a pair of pigeons that we have residing in our yard) and also, in the last week or just over a week, I have cracked open 2 eggs with double yolks in them. One last weekend and another a few days later. I'm a little freaked out about this and feel like it's some sort of sign. I have never cracked a double Yolk egg before in my life. I'm not usually a superstitious person but 2 of these double yolk eggs in the kitchen and two little eggs in a nest in the backyard? WTH? Would anyone else be wondering if this means something?

[atomic sagebrush]

I am off my game about a week after O every month to a greater or lesser extent and have been dating back at least 2 decades.

I would not worry about the days of positive OPK. My suspicion is that you may have gotten so anxious it was delayed (this does happen sometimes) so you surged a couple times back to back. It's also something that people do report sometimes when swaying and we don't really know if it has to do with swaying, or TTC, or is just something that happens sometimes.

I think the eggs are very cool!! I do feel like I get signs sometimes too but funnily I"m always scared to act on them fearing that they are misleading in some way.