TTC Girl- April 2012

[HopeandDreamG]

Lala- sounds awful! Good news is it will sway pink.... How "sick" I think lol

[sweetsister]

Thanks, sweetsister! I was pretty surprised. I did have cramping, and a pulling sensation on my bellybutton, but I thought it was due to the progesterone I was taking. I had a neg test 9dpo and a positive 10dpo. What dpo are you now?

Lala-Glad you are feeling better, that sounds awful. Good luck, the 2ww is almost over!

I also have cramping that started today im 7dpo i think?And the pulling feeling and also twinges but i cant really read int it as i have it also on bfn cycles so?Wait and see...

[sweetsister]

Oh lala i hope your better soon,i was sick as a dog like that with ds2 dont worry it hurts you more than them and if anything i think it will help for swaying pink

[_Lala_]

Firstly, thanks for all your well wishes Well it's been a horrible week for me being so sick and in bed for the whole week. To make matters worse it was my ds1 first footy match for the year which means dragging my arse out of bed to be at his game for 8.30am on a Sunday - DP and I find it so hard getting up early on the w/e!Lol. But particularly hard for me this w/e. And then we had his birthday party in the afternoon which means 11 8yr old boys to deal with. Wasn't so bad as we had it at Strike bowling and had a host so we didn't have to do much. It was hard being on my feet all day and having to talk to people though! I've got zero energy. On top of having a very bad week I just haven't felt good about this cycle ~ no symptoms to speak of (though probably hard to pick up on cos all I could think about was my nausea), just had no vibe about being pg or girl thoughts like I did the previous cycle. I did have a pulling feeling yesterday which made me think perhaps that was something.

This morning I feel basically back to normal, don't think I will go near milk yet but feel pretty much fine. So today I am 11dpo I think, n time to test. Feeling crap about the whole thing n just thinking oh god, not another 4 whole weeks of this! So you can imagine my surprise when two little lines stare back at me after my morning poas!!! Think I still can't quite believe it! I didn't even tell my DP this morning, it's like I couldn't get the words out! I'm still half expecting AF to rear her ugly head in a couple of days. Its quite a determined little bean, im surprised it didnt come shooting out one of my orifices during my violent episodes!lol. So relieved this charade can come to an end n I can start to get back to normal living, n normal eating! Although now the charade becomes not drinking alcohol! Always the biggest giveaway that I'm pg! And we have all the family coming over on Wed, Anzac Day which is my ds1 actual bday, and is always a champagne/wine fest. I will have to be sneaky!
Sorry for long post but I find it cathartic to write on here n speak to you ladies - I've had a tough time of everything these last couple of weeks n I always look forward to seeing what you've written for the day, n you always make me feel better about the whole swaying thing. So thank you all! Feel the love...

[coocoobananas]

You can always use your Castro thing as an excuse not to drink... Just say your still feeling the effects from it and don't even want alcohol!!??
Congratulations!!! So exciting for you!!!

[KraizyDaizy]

Wonderful new Lala!!! Congrats!!! Many blessings to you and your little pink bean!!!

[coocoobananas]

Oh gosh! Gastro!! Not Castro!! Darn you auto correct!!

[sweetsister]

LALA!

[_Lala_]

Thanks girls, still can't quite believe it. It's weird walking around with this big secret that nobody knows! Hehe
Coocoo...Castro, literally made me lol!
Thanks Kraizy...you're lovely prayers always make me feel better, even though I'm not religious. You send out so much positivity into the universe you are going to be bowled over with so many beautiful things coming back at you, one of which I'm sure will be your little girl. Keep holding on. X

[HopeandDreamG]

Lala- congrats! How wonderful. I enjoy keeping the bfp between me, & dh at least for a few days!