13 week ultrasound, I'm so jittery I can't 'read' it myself - please help BOY OR GIRL?? Thank you!!

[californiadreaming]

Wednesday! I'm booked for 10:40am, Wednesday, UK time. You're VERY sweet to ask

[atomic sagebrush]

good luck!

[californiadreaming]

A little over 20 hours to go. I got *no* sleep last night, I feel like I have a big finals test coming up or something. Except I can't study to the result I want!!!

[3'sacharm]

Good luck with tomorrow!!! Will be checking in for updates �� X

[Mulberry Smurf]

Good luck for tomorrow, looking forward to seeing your update try and enjoy it! xx

[Dreamofpink]

Best of luck for today!! 😀

Three beautiful boys and my longed-for DD due in June 2016!

[californiadreaming]

Thank you...!!! 3 hours to go... My phone isn't great though, so I'll have to wait until I get home to update on my Mac so will be a couple of hours after that. I'll need you all to double-check my pictures either way!
thanks for the good wishes everyone, I'm storing them all and taking them with me, like little charms of pink

[Katt2275]

Good luck! I believe you are going to get confirmation that it's a girl! [emoji177]

[californiadreaming]

So, I got quite a shock when I went in and baby is very clearly a boy, no question about it.
I feel like I've been punched in the stomach - I genuinely thought it was my girl after all the posts on here
Feeling bewildered, and upset - mourning a loss of the daughter I seem to have never had
I will love this darling babe like my others, but my goodness it hurts a lot at the same time.
I have to admit, I feel v sad and like I've been robbed *again* of my chance to have a daughter. I wonder if the miscarriage I had 14 days before conceiving and after a good sway was my girl and I lost her at Christmas already
I'll never know I suppose

I feel guilty for turning my thoughts to HT before this babe is even half-way through pregnancy but I feel heartbroken. I didn't ever think I would have to contemplate having 4+ kids

I feel broken and like the universe/God has forgotten me. I did everything I was supposed to

[Pink Pony]

Sending you a massive hug right now, I know that feeling all to well. Thinking of you.