Chart help please! Wrong ovulation date?

[eme1ieh]

I cannot stress strongly enough how much I really do not want you guys testing before !!!!!! 12 !!!!!!! days after the latest day you might have Oed. All you do is create yourself stress, heartache and despair by testing 8-9-10 DPO. I regularly have people who get neg. on 12 DPO even, who end up to be pregnant.

I understand how stupid this is.. I _know_ it causes me a lot of unnecessary stress. I tell myself every month, "the next cycle i will wait until af is due". -Then something happen! I hate that cheap hpts exist! Before i had my two latest miscarriage i actually had the patience to wait, to at least 12 dpo. Maybe it's the frustration, the grief and the longing for a second baby that bring out this hysterical side of me.
Atomic, i will seriously try to wait for now on and think of you if i get tempted to just crack open the hpt. I understand this isn't good. I won't buy any cheapy hpts anymore.

Back to the drawing board for yet another month, i just know. My gut feeling is usually right.

I'm super scared that i won't be able to be pregnant again, i know it doesn't sound that logical, but that's one of my biggest fears. All these thoughts and feelings they makes me kind of panic!