Arrggh girl or boy? 13+1, would love your guesses!

[honeybee37]

Thank you everyone. I still struggle to believe what has happened to my beautiful and healthy baby girl. I am so, so mad with my stupid clotting blood. I have started up on the LE diet, really not thinking I would ever need to!!!! At least I have weight to lose I suppose..... I just wish she were here with me. X

[Claire33]

Oh no, I'm so sorry! Such terrible news. I wish you strength to get through this

[atomic sagebrush]

I'm so sorry honeybee - please let me know how I can help.

[honeybee37]

Thanks Claire and atomic. Today is a bad day. I am still bleeding heavily and feel so completely hopeless and sad. All I ever wanted was my daughter and I finally got her - and now she has gone. Her funeral is on Friday and I have no idea how I will get through it. If I do have APS then future ttc will be more complicated plus I am 36 next week so none of this helps at all. I just don't know what to do.

[atomic sagebrush]

I cannot even imagine what you're going through and I totally lack the words to express how very sorry I am.

Please know we are here for you, even when we don't know what to do or say.