September 2WW!!

[Mrs_P]

Beadin- (((((((((huge hugs)))))))))). I hear ya. All too well actually. I really believe it will happen and being 40 helps get your girl!

MrsP- not sure if I understood correctly what you were saying but wanted you to know that you can't take vitex &SP with clomid.

thanks hope was thinking i'd sacrifice this next cycle to af to af vitex and sp and diet then try the next cycle on clomid (if he'll give it up - the doctor that is) for a good sway

[Mrs_P]

hi p4p nice to hear from you, thought you'd move on and forgotten us, although i can understand avoiding the 2ww there are only so many cycles you can drive yourself crazy for, hope it happens for you soon (was hoping it already had)

[Praying4Pink]

i tested today wish i hadn't bfn again not testing again until after tuesday when af due.... i got some cheapies on ebay but i think maybe i won't get anymore as it just adds to the tourture ;-0

i know a friend told me she was preggie today...so please for her but so frustrated i can't say me too!

Fish ironically...I just had a friend tell me she was late and BAM the next day she told me she was preggie. So happy for her but I can't take the fact that she is complaining about how she wanted to wait until her son was 5 and daycare is going to be so expensive and blah blah blah. I'm just over it already! I'm just glad I have a support system here with all the ladies who want to be pregnant. Makes all the difference...ya know?

[Mrs_P]

oh p4p it will be your turn very soon i'm sure, some people don't realize what they have they have but then i suppose some women would look at us and think that to (having such lovely sons and still wanting more) but then there is always someone more worse off than you.

fingers crossed for a bfp - where abouts are you in your cycle hun x

[Praying4Pink]

hi p4p nice to hear from you, thought you'd move on and forgotten us, although i can understand avoiding the 2ww there are only so many cycles you can drive yourself crazy for, hope it happens for you soon (was hoping it already had)

Hi Mrs. P...No I didn't forget about you ladies...I was just in moving purgatory so I couldn't really check in as much. I am still unpacking boxes and such but otherwise all moved in. We actually missed an attempt because of all the moving so I am not too disappointed about getting AF...I just wish it wouldn't be so difficult for us. Glad to see you are still hanging in there! I need all the support I can get!!

[Maple]

I know exactly what you mean...I've never had problems getting pregnant, but I'm 40 now and things are different. At least you're young and you have time. I'm afraid this is never going to happen for me.

Maybe you could fudge a bit and tell the doc you've been trying for a bit longer? It's hard to believe I've been planning my sway since March and here I am in Sept and still no baby.

So sorry you're bouncing back and forth with the emotions and hormones, I know EXACTLY how you feel. I've spent most of this morning crying.
(((( Mrs. P )))) Keep me posted on everything. I'm thinking of you. ♥

Awe Beadin - hugs XX

I'm sorry you are feeling sad. You have had a heck of a month, not a surprise your cycle is off this time round. If you are usually very regular it may not be anything to worry about though. I know you are 40 and concerned abut that.

What supps are you taking that could be screwing with it? I had to halve my dose/s of B6 & SP after a crazy cycle in Feb. Ridiculous as I want to get preg, but what I am doing is counteractive to fertility. What!?

I understand how it feels, I have been TTC all year. So totally over it, sooo totally over it.

Keep me updated & keep smiling. IT WILL HAPPEN!!

XOX

[Maple]

I caved and bought a cheap Boots own brand which I've never had luck with in the past!

RESULTS!

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Top is 8dpo night time urine, bottom is today 12dpo with afternoon urine I only held for 1 1/2 hours.

YAY! Congratulations! I live seeing those 2 lines : )

Can't wait to read your sway! Al the best XX

[spinningmadly]

Fish,Mrs P and Beadin..
Sorry you all are having a rough time ...
I know that when I was taking B6 and vitex it was really screwing up my cycles. even though I know vitex sways pink..

I feel kind of bad getting a BFP so soon after a loss and D&E later but I do know how frustrating it is. I seem to be able to GET pregnant..I just can't keep them between the progesterone and the APS.

Took another test this afternoon...couldn't help myself (Butterfly-I know the darkness doesn't matter but I'm still keeping my hopes up!)

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[spinningmadly]

oh and beadin- I was going to add that if you are worried about your age maybe stress that to your dr? I have a friend who didn't want to take clomid, the Dr suggested it afte she tried a few months and he was telling her he just felt bad bc he just didn't want her to waste another year and then come back and want to try it at her age :/

[BeadinMom]

Ladies, thank you SO MUCH for your sweet words. I really haven't gone more than 15 minutes today without crying (so silly, I know), but your words have helped so much.
I'm still waiting on the nurse to call me back to discuss the situation & actually made an appt, just in case she doesn't. Unfortunately, the soonest I could get in is Oct. 25, which I guess isn't THAT bad, but I was hoping I wouldn't have to waste another month.
In the best situation, I'll ovulate this month anyway and end up with a BFP before I get to that appt. (Saying prayers that happens!!)

I've always had VERY regular cycles...28 days, O on CD14. I had been taking SP, vitex (sp & V until a couple days before O), folic acid and Baby ASA (entire cycle) since May. I continued with everything except the vitex this last month.
I don't know if quitting it or the stress of the hurricane caused anovulation and now I'm not sure if I should start back on the vitex again or just wait to see what the doctor says.

Anyway, I love you guys and I am SO GRATEFUL you all are here and so supportive...I couldn't get through this without ya!! ♥